My doctor (A Julia Hoffman fanfic)

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I am awaken by an alarm beeping in a rhythm that makes me irritable. The pain and hurt slowly awakening as well but luckily I have a high pain tolerance. I slowly pull my self up so I am sitting up in the bed. 

'Shit! I need to explain everything to Cassie or she will think I am a complete nutcase'

I grab a jumper from my bag which is beside the bed I was put in and swivel my self to the edge of the bed. Pain shoots through my left side as I clench my teeth not giving into the weakness. I stumble to the edge of the room grabbing onto the dresser as I pass. Suddenly the door bursts open.

"She has arisen. Now before you break down your breakdown, you will eat and shower. Okay?"

"Okay sure. Where is the shower also could you maybe call the Collins. But don't talk if Julia answers okay?

Cassie nods her head as she open a door leading to the bathroom as I slowly walk back to the bedroom to get an outfit for today. I stand in the shower, water rushing over me, the scalding water burning away the memories. Finishing up in the shower, I grab a towel and start to get dressed. I stare at the mirror and my thoughts wander to what Julia and the Collins are doing now.

'What if they don't let me back in the manor? What if they absolutely hate me? NO! I can't think like that. That's what nearly finished me of last time. I need to talk to Cassie'

I exit the room and wander down the stairs to where I left Cassie.

"Great your clean and decent. I made you some toast and a cup of tea. Join me on the sofa y/n"

My heart begins to race as the anxiety and stupidity of my previous actions take its toll. Cassie starts to notice my hands shaking and drags me onto the sofa, cuddling me like a mother with her new born. I explain the last 24 hours to her, stopping every now and again to relinquish tears from my eyes. Cassie makes no noise and just stares at me in wonder.

"But how do I go back now after all that. I am still employed. Oh and what about Julia!"

"Calm down", Cassie hugs me as I am shaking," You go back as a new bitch and move on from this. And if it ever gets tough just text me okay?"

"Sure okay. Should I go back today?"

Cassie nods her head slowly as I rush to the bathroom to wash my face and gather my stuff. I walk back to the room I woke up in and grabbed my bag. Running to hug Cassie I whispered,

"Thank you so much for everything. I owe you one, never let me forget that."

I walk back up to the manor whilst thoughts were dancing around my mind.

'What if they all hate me?...What if I was just a toy for Julia?...STOP! Deam sum (translation from Latin is I am a goddess) and nothing can hurt me. All that shit in the past is over and this is my life.'

I approach the gates and stop in my tracks. My breathing becomes irregular and my hands start to shake but I cant let this stop me. Moving on, I push the gates and cautiously walk up the gravel driveway. The door looms into view and I knock on the door waiting for an answer.

"CALM THE FUCK DOWN! I AM COMING", comes a very sexy from the other side of the door, butterflies erupting in my stomach. The door flings open and there stands Julia. She drops the book she is holding.

JULIA POV:

I had hardly slept that night when Y/n had runaway. I couldn't bare reading her journal because it was private.

'Why did I have to tease her like that and ignore her? Maybe someone did that to her in her past and she got triggered. Am I overthinking the situation?'

The whole house was silent all morning as if we all missed her presence. The some ignorant bitch kept knocking on the door and I had had enough. I screamed at the top of my voice running down the staircase,

"CALM THE FUCK DOWN! I AM COMING", I opened the door and there she stood. I dropped her journal as Elizabeth was intent on reading it and I couldn't let her do that. My jaw dropped as I couldn't believe my eyes. There Y/n stood like new as if nothing had happened. I ran towards her and broke down in tears, which I hardly did.

"I-I-I thought yo-ou were n-not comm-ming back". At this point, the whole house had become aware someone was at the door. I heard a gasp from behind as I wiped tears from my eyes. Carolyn displayed a dumbfound look as David ran cheering.

"Your back. How was your sleepover?! Mummy said you went for a sleepover"

"My sleepover was excellent David! How about we go and play with your dinosaurs", Y/n says running after David as if they were paying a game of tag.

"Julia, I think we need a talk in my office don't you?"

HELLO BESTIES. I am so sorry for not updating for about a month because shit has gone down. Quick overview, mental health has been none existent, I have been bullied for a year so had to cut that friend out and my gf broke up with. 

BUT I AM BACK!! I also might start writing another ff about bella as a teacher. Anyway let me know how this is xx