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I'll be God
I'll be God
I'll be God
I'll be God, today
Techno couldn't handle anything anymore. The voices were getting to much. All he wanted was to get rid of them. That's all he wanted. He was going to do everything and anything to make the voices go away. Even if it meant death. It was unbearable.
Hold my head under the bath and breathe away
Techno walked towards the running bath and turned off the running water, taking a step in. He took deep breaths and then submerged himself in the water. He stayed under there for a while, holding his breath, until his body needed oxygen, but techno stayed down there
He let go of his breath under the water, but ended up going back to the surface. He slammed his fist against the wall. Theres still more to do...maybe listening to the voices?
Blood
Blood for the blood god
Blood
Your blood
You know you want it
Do it
Watch your blood pour out of your skin
Slit my wrists and watch that blood evaporate
He grabbed his razor out of the cupboard and slid down the wall in sobs. He closed his eyes and slit. One turned into 2, which then turned into 10 cuts each arm. He watched the blood dripping out of his arm. He listened, where they gone?
No. They weren't
Being this Godly can't be good for Ana's safety, Ana hear me
I'll play God
I'll play God
I'll play God
I'll play God, today
Ante up and play that God a poker game
He tried to show the voices that they didn't affect him. He did that for a while. Basically have a straight face. It soon got too much and he started showing how much the voices hurt him, affected him, how much he wanted them gone.
Walk away with all our little God's spare change
He started taking pills, hoping they would take the voices out. That stopped them for sure, but within a week, they were back
Playing this God it can't be good for Ana's safety, Ana hear me
The voices. When they were gone, techno felt lonely. The silence was too loud. He like that they were gone, but...he missed them. So he threw away the pills, that was a bad idea
Oh, Ana, I'll be with you still
Soon techno admitted that he was never going to get rid of the voices
You are the angel that I couldn't kill
He accepted that he couldn't kill them, move them away, he had to learn how to control them or learn to love with them
I'll fake God
I'll fake God
I'll fake God
I'll fake God today
Hop up on a cloud and watch the world decay
It got to this point where techno had stolen some of quackity's weed and started smoking it. He found peace in the drugs, so did the voices
Ana on my shoulders and we'll laugh away
Faking this God it can't be good for Ana's safety
Soon he stopped listening to what the voices were saying and continued doing drugs, even when they told him to stop. This one day, he realised what he was doing and threw everything out
Ana hear me, Ana baby, I'm not crazy
The voices were calling him crazy. He kept saying "I'm not crazy!"
Oh Ana, oh Ana, oh Ana
I'll be with you still
He told the voices "even when I'm dead, you're still with me and I'm still with you"
