ℂ𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖【Dabi x Male!Reader】

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟝: 𝙁/𝙉?

Your P.O.V

finally, i made it to the arts-and-crafts store in the city, it only took me 30 minutes of walking 
i'm so proud of myself

before i left the building Dabi threw one of his face masks and hoodies on me and said that i had to wear them if i want to go between people
i wore both of the things but didn't put the hood on since that would be even more suspicious

so here i am, in a hoodie and a face mask while it's 27 °C outside..
just great

i entered the mentioned store and looked for the notebook section

i was fast with finding it, good job me!

there was a kid with green hair muttering something to himself and panning from one notebook to another
it didn't bother me that much so i went to check out the selection

i thought a bit
this one looks pretty nice, but too much like something i'd buy to write into in school... so i don't want this one. but this green one-

i hear the green boy gasp "that's it!" and it broke me out of my thought
i looked at him a bit startled

"ah! s-sorry, i didn't mean to startle you.." he giggled nervously 
"e-excuse me" he took the notebook in his right hand and turned to leave the isle

when he was leaving, i looked the kid up and down 
i think i saw this dude somewhere...

then it hit me, he was that one UA student who fought Overhaul and plenty of other villains! what was his name... uhh.. Midoria? i'm pretty sure that's him!
i took the first A3 notebook i saw and left the isle as soon as possible too not wanting to have anything to do with him

i went straight to the cashier's desk to pay but there was a line 
and guess who was in front of me, he was

if i run away would that be too suspicious? of course it would...
i sighed

"still nothing?" i heard the cashier talk to a man at the very front of the line 
the man shook his head and the cashier let out a disappointed sigh

"did you really look everywhere?" she asked the man and he nodded
"thank you anyway..." she smiled and the man smiled back

he left the store and it was a random person's turn to pay
"what's wrong?" the old lady asked while her items were scanned

"it's nothing, the police are just looking for someone i care about and it's really unnerving..." the cashier let out yet another sigh
the old lady smiled "i hope they find them soon"

the cashier thanked and at that moment i realized
Is that F/N?! i didn't know she worked here!   

i put the hood over my head and tried to be as unnoticeable as possible
when the old lady payed, it was Midoria's turn

he payed with no problem and left the store too
today is my unlucky day...

i gave the notebook to F/N and she scanned it 
"1605 yen please" she said and i handed her the money
there goes a big part of my money...

"thank you, please come again" she thanked 
"thanks" i thanked and left the store 

a wave of relief washed over me as i go tout of the door
i took the hood off and went straight to Dabi's house

"hold on, sir!" i heard F/N call out behind me
shit! please don't talk to me

she put her hand on my shoulder from behind me and turned me around so i was facing her
"do you perhaps go by the name of Y/N L/N?!" she spoke loudly

i felt my stress level go up 
"n-no.. who's that?" i asked her, not wanting to talk to her right now and not wanting to explain everything that happened

the let go of me "sorry... i thought you were someone i knew..." 
"uh. i-it's fine, i get told that a lot eheh..." i lied and nervously rubbed the back of my neck

she apologized again and turned around to go back to the shop
that was way too close... that's not good 

i turned back too to walk my desired direction 

at first i walked, then i started speed walking and before i knew it, i was running
i have no idea why this situation scared me so much, maybe the imagination of F/N's disappointed face when she gets to know that i am now one of the villains scared me the most
or it was the nervousness and stress in her actions

i ran all the way the the building
when i finally stopped, i huffed and puffed 

i opened the door leading inside and Dabi was doing the same thing as before 

he turned my way and looked me up and down
"what the fuck happened..." he sighed and put his phone down

i closed the door and walked towards the stairs
"nothing important, shut up" i barked at him

he stood up and grabbed my wrist
"i'll ask again, what the fuck happened? don't tell me you got found out.."

i shook my head "... not exactly"

at this point i wanted to cry, F/N trusted me, and knowing that i let her down by disappearing until she found me, but then lied about being someone else
she was always there for me, how could i do this so casually?

i teared up a little and Dabi noticed

he pulled me into his arms and embraced me
"stop crying dipshit, you're just wasting time you can spend explaining" he pat my back

i forced myself to stop and started explaining

"and?" Dabi said after i stopped explaining, he was leaning against a wall not giving a fuck about my stressed state
"every villain has to put up with this, you're not special snowflake. i guess i'll have to teach you this shit too" he sighed

"you're gonna brush me off like that? just to turn the pity on you?!" i said in an angry manner

"i'm not turning it on anyone... i'm just saying this is not the first nor the last time this has happened" he shrugged
i growled

"you could at least say 'i'm sorry for that'" i shook my head 
"there there" he said with no care at all
what a bastard

i sigh "whatever..."

i turned towards the stairs and went to leave the room
"the next time you want something, ask that can't-be-bothered ass of yours" i flipped him off and went upsairs

"don't flip me off when i'm speaking facts, you're just overthinking it" he raised his voice so i heard him
yeah sure...

i got to Dabi's room and placed the notebook i bought on the wooden table
good thing i didn't have to buy a pencil or something

i sat down in the chair that was in front of the table and leaned back
am i overthinking this? i mean, no LOV member would take the situation the way i did since they have been villains for a wile now...
i never wanted to be a villain, so this is a normal reaction right? 

i let out a big sigh
whatever, i don't care anymore. i guess i stopped caring quickly ever since i got into this mess
he was right... i did overreact

i pulled the phone i got out of my pocket and started my hero research
not like F/N is one of my interests now