When We Met: The asylum

Part 31

Nicole's POV:

"What's up guys it's Niki Glen. I'm here to do a story time or just a background story on my life before I met my friends." I said sitting on my couch in front of my camera alone. "I used to live in Kansas, with my Mother and Step-father. My Dad passed away in 9/11, he was a firefighter. My mother was verbally and mentally abusive and she only got physical once before I ran away. My stepfather on the other hand was very physically abusive as well as verbal and mental."

"They were both addicts to both drugs and alcohol. Most of my scars were caused by them others were caused by my old unhealthy coping mechanisms. But I got out of that place, I ran away. On the upcoming Sam and Colby video you will see them find me, so make sure you check that out." I said smiling into the camera with tears rolling down my face. I got into detail about my abuse but not enough to get in trouble with YouTube.

"My.." my voice cracked, I cleared my throat before speaking again. "Uh. My mom killed her husband then herself. I got the call a week and three days after running away only 2 days after I met the guys. They were so sweet and understanding, they let me decide what we were gonna do for the day. I never really had someone like that in my life." I explained.

"Now this is a message to ALL of my new friends: Thank you for everything, I appreciate everyone and everything you guys have done for me. I know I'm not the easiest person to handle but you guys have made my life a million times better." I said while crying.

"Until next time. I love you all. Peace" I said while blowing a kiss to the camera then turning it off. I took the SD card out and put it into my computer. I added my little intro video in at the beginning and then the little outro video at the end leaving the rest uncut. I went onto my phone and texted the group chat telling everyone to come over.

"What did you need help with?" Jake asked since I told him to come down stairs into the movie room. "How do I hook my computer up to the projector?" I asked. "Like this." He grabbed the wire that was hanging and plugged it into my computer. My desktop was now on the screen, a picture of me and the group at the beach a couple days after we went the first time.

"That's cute." Jake said referring to the photo. "You guys are my family. I love you." I said hugging him. "I love you too." He replied. "What?" Sam asked walking into the room. "I was saying that I loved you guys." I laughed a bit. He nodded and sat down Kat following behind him. "Is everyone here?" I asked. "Yep." Kat snapped. I nodded and ran out the room to get everyone into the room. Everyone got into a seat as I stood in front of the room.

"What's up girl?" Tara asked. I caught Kat whispering something to Sam and him nodding. "I want to show you guys something. I love you all very much and I want you guys to know somethings." I replied. I went onto my computer and hit play on the video.

I caught everyone wiping away tears the guys more than the girls. The girls just let the tears fall. "Nicky..." Cassie said sympathetically. "Group hug?" Tara asked and Kat whispered again. I nodded in response. They all ran up to me and hugged. I laughed a little.

"Hey Sam, Kat? Can I talk to you guys?" I asked once everyone started doing their own things around the house. "Sure." Sam said smiling at me, Kat just nodded. We walked outside to the pool. "I'm not really sure what I did, and I would like to fix what ever issues that are happening between us." I said playing with my ring.

"I don't have a problem with you." Kat said in a bitchy tone. "Bullshit!" I blurted. Sam just frowned and Kat gasped. "You really wanna know?" She asked annoyed. "Yes! Tell me! I want to fix things!" I yelled. I'm sure everyone inside could hear us, but it seemed like neither of us cared. Sam was standing ready to get in between us.

"I don't like how close you are to the guys! You told one of your best friends boyfriends that you loved him!" She yelled at me. "Because I do love him! I love Tara!  I love you! I love Sam! I love Corey! I love Colby! I love Devyn! I love Cassie! I love every single one of you guys. You are my FAMILY! The one that actually cares about me! Now if you don't want to be in my family all you had to do is say so!" I yelled at her crying.

"I'm- I'm sorry" she said quietly. I just shook my head. "Yeah. Me too." I cried walking away from her, through the crowd. I heard Tara stand up for me, "I've heard them say 'I love you' all the time to each other. They are like siblings/best friends." She sounded disappointed. I just kept walking until I bumped into someone.

"Nicky? What happened?" He asked. "I don't wanna talk about it right now." I replied pushing my way past him. I ran up to my room and locked the door. I put music on and laid in bed until I fell asleep.