Just Questions

Cheater

I don't want to be just,

Another game you play.

I made efforts yet just

To be thrown away.

I've asked myself since...

Why choose her?

Why get involved with me,

If it's just...

To watch me waste away?

Was it real at first?

Or were you just,

A fake?

Can you tell me?

Help me to relate.

I've isolated myself since what,

I thought was true, but just false.

Diceaving*

Trickery.

Ambush.

Defeat...

All because of you life was starting to brighten.

Life was going good.

Getting better.

You broke walls,

But only to stop my heart.

To leave me before my last breathe,

Dying words...

Shall I say, "fuck you."