13- Questions | Jonah

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I sighed as I scrolled through my phone. Jonah and I had decided to announce our relationship and so far, it hasn't been going so well. I mean, who knew fans were this crazy?

They were saying things about how we weren't right for each other and it's making me wonder if what they're saying is true. We haven't been together for very long, haven't even said I love you yet. I wasn't even sure where this relationship was going but I still liked being in it.

I don't know if it's the thought of being in a relationship that made me happy or if it was him that made me happy. I was so confused.

I liked Jonah, I really did but sometimes we fought and I know it's normal but I always feel like he's still mad at me even when I know it's not. It's all inside my head but sometimes I can't help but wonder what would happen if he left me?

My mind always seems to create scenarios that I know have a tiny percentage of happening but what if it happens and I'm stuck?

Sometimes, he drives me crazy both in a good and bad way and I love it. I love the thrill of being with him but there is always a cloud of insecurities weighing in the back of my mind. Why do I put up this this boy? I don't know but I know that he makes me happy. Isn't that good enough?

I had many questions that I didn't know how to answer but I know that as long as I'm with him I'll be happy.

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this was just a random little one shot that i thought of hope u enjoyed :)

ive been veryyy bored lately &&& and i four days left of school so im gonna write more but idk when ill be able to post it cuz i dont have a laptop rn :((

n e wayss

recommended song iss

phases by prettymuch

ahhh zion's part is so good i cant even

June 21, 2021

- esther

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