Imposterism | KTH

Unnatural

24

1 and ½ days till the premiere

I woke up with a smile on my face, feeling his skin against mine, my head buried in his neck, our legs a tangled mess.

My breathing hitched as I looked up at him. The bright sunlight made his caramel skin glow, his lashes cast a shadow on his cheek and his features were soft and peaceful.

Last night was fresh in my memory and I'd be lying if I say I regret it. Probably, it's the happiest I'd been in a long time.

He hummed in his sleep and snuggled up to me. My lips curved into a smile as his eyes fluttered.

The more time I spend with him the harder it is stop my feelings. And I guess it's not such a bad thing. He has seen me at some of my worst state and yet here he is, sleeping beside me.

It feels so easy with Taehyung. So natural to have him in my arms. As if our bodies were meant to fit together. It's so calming watching him sleep.

My stomach fluttered with a giddy feeling as I remembered how Taehyung is now more than just a friend in my life. I imagined having him kiss me breathless at random times, his hands tracing my body, holding me close to him as I loose myself in his eyes.

I imagined him doing things to me that I'm not yet brave enough to say out loud. Because with him they feel intimate, they hold a greater meaning.

"Good morning, you creep," he rasped, opening one eye.

"Fuck." I hit him in shock.

"Ow," he groaned and pulled me back to his chest. "Is this what I get for last night?"

I rolled my eyes. Calming, my ass. I forgot how annoying he is when awake.

He started chuckling in his deep voice. "I just remembered!"

"What?"

"I have to get my car, right?"

"Shut up." I glared at him.

"But my car..." He pouted.

"Oh God."

"What?" He beamed at me.

"I was nervous, okay?" I whined. "It was my first time."

His smile cracked as he started choking on thin air. "What? Are you telling me that you've never-what?" His eyes were comically wide.

"Oh, no, I mean-" I started feeling embarrassed at what I blurted out. Why are we discussing this first thing in the morning? "I have done the actual thing just not- you know, that."

"Are you telling me no one's ever-"

"Can you stop talking, please? Like, just stop fucking moving your lips."

He let out a hearty laugh, eyes turning into little arcs. "As you wish, my lady."

"You're so annoying." I tried to be mad but ended up smiling and planting a kiss on his cheek. His kept stroking my hair, feeling them pass through his fingers with a soft smile on his face.

Is this how it feels to be with someone who actually returns your feelings? Because this just might be the best feeling.

He caressed my cheek, gazing right into my eyes. They were sparkling and I was just mesmerized as an unreadable emotion flashed in them.

I can be happy with this man by my side.

"You're so beau-" And like always my phone started ringing interrupting him mid-sentence.