of course I could do this privately
purchase another cheap polymers journal and fill them with my thoughts
however in order to feel fulfillment I must share my brain with others, to know people listen to feel the sense of validation I so badly crave
writing about what I think and how horrible I feel on wattpad not only is risqué but also, and I hate to use this word, "cringey"
i need a place to word vomit as a protection blanket
