My brothers best friend

Accident

I walk outside to go sit on the tree. The weather is Beautiful. The birds are chirping.
We kissed. We fucking kissed. We almost did more. WHY DIDN'T I GO FOR IT. The hot blond guy could have taken my virginity.

No it's oke I wasn't ready yet. I didn't even think that he would kiss me. But he did. John B can never know about this. He would kill JJ and then me.

But what are JJ and I know? Was it for him just a kiss or more? Ugh why is it so complicated.

I feel a warm hand on my shoulder. I turn my head over my shoulder to look who is there. I see JJ.
"Hey shorty" he says with a smile
"Hey blondie"
" what are you doing?"
"Oh just thinking"
"About what"
"Nothing special"
"So you didn't think our kiss was special?" He says

I look at him with open eyes. " no that's not what I meant... it just.. yeah"
"I was just joking with you" he laughs.
He is so cute when he laughs.

"Should we do something?" I ask
"We can go surfing?"
"Yeah let's go"
I take my surfboard and put it in the van.

JJ is so good at surfing but not better than John B.
The waves are getting wilder and wilder.
I fall of my board and it's get black in front of my eyes.

When I slowly open my eyes, the first thing I see is a crying JJ.
I giggle. "Are you crying?"
"N- no" he wipes his tears.
I go sit right.
"Take it easy, do you feel pain?"
"JJ I'm oke"

"You sure?"
"Yes I'm sure okay"
"I'm sorry it's just.. I'm concerned about you"
I smile at him " that's sweet but I'm okay"
He hugs me.

"Wtf are you guys doing" I hear the voice of John B.
"Nothing just surfing" i say
"Why did JJ hug you than?"
"Oh I felt with my head in something and he helped me out"
"You okay? Are you in pain, can I do something"
"John b relax I'm fine JJ took care of me"

JJ smiles at John b.
"Thank you mate" John b gives JJ a hug.
"Oh it's nothing special"
"Also thnx for hanging out with my sister, I trust you with her and I know you would never date her so I don't have to worry about anything"
JJ and I look at each other and giggle.