Can i call you Mine??? (Complete)

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Raavi pov....

I was waiting for Shiva at the somnath beach..... I came 30 minutes early as I was getting too restless.... I know the decision that I have taken will surely hurt me bt atleast Shiva ki dosti toh nahi kona parega!!!

Rish ko bol toh diya ki mein kar lungi par abb bohot daar lag raha hai!!!!

I look at the watch it was 3:55 still 5 minutes to go... I hope this time Shiva time par aa jaye!!

At that time rishita call me...

Rishita - hello raavi Shiva aaya kya?? (Tens)

Raavi- nahi!!!

Rishita - dekh raavi phir se sochle.... Apne baare mein soch raavi.... 10 years, 10 years se tu usse pyaar karti hai....!!! (Tens)

Raavi- I know rish.... Par apne khushi ke liye mein kisi aur ki khushi toh nahi chin sakti na...!!!

Rishita - tu hurt ho jayegi raavi!! (Broken voice)

Raavi- I know tu mere liye kaafi tens hai par don't worry mein kudko handle kar lungi.... U don't worry!!! (Softly)

I try my best not to cry.... Right now I need to be strong.... I have to control my emotions

Rishita - theek hai tu jo bhi kar rahi hai, I m with u.... Chal take care aur please agar mere zaroorat pare then call me!!! (Concerned)

Raavi- sure!!!

Then I cut the call....

Kabhi nahi sochta tha ki ek din asa bhi aayega jab mujhse meri khushi ke liye kud ki khushi ko maar dena hoga!!

The weather was getting bad..... Dark cloud were form, as if the whole universe was sad for me ...... It could rain anytime....

Raavi tu jo bhi kar rahi hai theek hai!!!

I closed my eyes n pray for God's blessing..

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As I open my eyes I saw Shiva standing in front of me....

He looks awkward..... Pehle jab hum ek saath hote teh we were so comfortable n happy par ajj meri wajah se Shiva itna uncomfortable ho gaya hai!!!

We both had an intense eye lock....

Shiva - (breaking the eye lock) kaisi hoon tum???

Raavi- theek hoon aur tum??

Shiva - mein bhi theek hoon....

Then we both went in our silent zone.... We were looking here n there thinking topics to talk...... It was strange... There was a time when we couldn't stop talking n today is the day when we could not even say a word to each other..... I decided to talk first..

Raavi- Shiva mujhe tumse kuch kehna hai!!! (Looking down)

Honestly I didn't have the courage to look at his eyes.... Not because I was scared but because if I look at him, I won't be able to control n just cry...

Shiva- mujhe bhi tumse kuch kehna hai!!! (Nervously)

There was a little hope in my heart.... Throught I knew the truth ... But still yeh dil hai ki samajhna hi nahi chahta..