Is This Love

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Hope pov

I wake up to feel someone playing with my hair I look up to see Josette she looks like she is in thought but she snapped out of it when she looks down "hey good morning" she said "good morning" I responded "I think we should talk about yesterday" she said I got up and walked to her closet I had extra clothes in "Hope this is serious you can really hurt yourself doing that" she said but I ignored her and started to change "HOPE TALK TO ME" she yelled but ignored her again I didn't feel like talking about anything I wanted everyone to forget about about what aunt bex saw and go back to the old me before what Landon did to me I wanted to stop feeling this way I felt anger sadness hopeless loneliness but I don't know why I had Josie and that's all I need I was pulled out of my thought when I felt a hand on my shoulders "stop ignoring me and talk to me Hope in a relationship you talk to each other not ignore them" I look at her and what am going to say I know I didn't want "well maybe I don't want a relationship" I saw the look in her eye sadness "Hope you don't mean that" I look her in the eye and said "I do I really do Josette you need someone better not someone that's broken plus I can't lose you the way I lose my parents I try to do the right thing but it back fires and they die and I can't lose someone I love again so I'm sorry Josette but this is over" I said