𝒯.𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐔𝐏 , oikawa tōru [✓]

ᝰ 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 ; ⌗ 𝐭 𝐡 𝐫 𝐞 𝐞

〔 𝐭. 𝐨𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚 〕

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˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚𓆟

🗒 ❛ chapter!three ༉‧₊˚✧

✉️ :: ┊͙及川の手紙 / Oikawa's letter ⌗3

𓆝 𓆜 ––––———–––––———–┊ ︶➹

❝𝐈 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐖𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄 𝐔𝐏 𝐁𝐔𝐓,
𝐈 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔.❞

Friday ; 11:05 pm                                April 5th

My dear Y/n,

    I wonder how have you been right now? I noticed at school how you smile so often, especially whenever you're with him.

    I actually just realized that, maybe you were meant to be with volleyball middle blockers? Haha that sounds ridiculous, i know. But you do remember that time before we had a relationship, you told me that you had a relationship with fukurodani's setter?
    And you both broke up and decided to be friends instead.
    You told me that it felt like it was better you guys of as friends.. I wonder if you think the same with me too since we broke up? I wonder if you told that to that ravenette you're with as well? A lot of questions fill my head as I still can't move on from you.

    I want to get mad at you. I want to blame everything on you for leaving me like this, but I just can't. I can't because I know it's my fault. Everything was my fault. You did nothing wrong. All you did was understand me and love me til you still could. Even if you weren't my first priority, you stayed. You were still there, for me. I thought you would stay forever, but I guess I thought wrong.. You got tired and gave up.

    On February 28th, I fucked up. On that day, we broke up. On that day I first said sorry. On that day the fourth time i've heard you cry in my arms. On that day I last held you close.. On that day.. we said our goodbyes to each other..

    On February 28th we broke up. And it was a few days before your birthday— March 8th. I can't imagine how hurt you must've been. How hard it was for you since we broke up.. But what I don't understand is how the hell did you move on so easily? Is one month really enough for you to move on? Have you really forgot about me after one month? Well I guess you have.. You are way happier than you are before. But, is that happiness I see right now even real..?

    If only there was a chance. If only there was a chance for us to get back together.. I will do whatever it takes just to have you back. But.. that's if there was a chance..

    I still love you Y/n. I still do. I still fucking love you so so much.. that it hurts. It hurts to see you already smiling for someone else.. It's fucking breaking me. Everyone that cares for me is worried. But I tell them I'm okay.. even though I'm not. And I don't think I will be for now at least.

    I want you back so bad. Back in my arms. Back to me. If only really.. If only it was possible.. And if only there was a chance. But there's none?

    I know I've said this before, but I will keep saying it again.. I know we broke up, but I still want you back.

— Oikawa Tōru.

OK NOW CRY</3 /j

IM GONNA EAT NOW,, BYE BYE LOVE<3

I honestly don't know what to write anymore hdsjdj /hj

Thank you for reading<3 !! Always stay hydrated and positive !! :) mwahh💞💞💕

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