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Things are not the same

 

I will never adjust to the change

 

Seasons pass by each day

 

Where did time go?

 

Every minute I regret meeting you

 

I regret the memories

 

The pain of just thinking about you..

 

You avoid me like the plague

 

You have bi-polar ways

 

One day you speak and pretend we are ok

 

The next you ignore me

 

And I do the same

 

it hurts to see you everyday

 

My mind wonders to you

 

But I get frustrated

 

When I'm near you

 

I get piss

 

Because somesome I use to know was

 

A gentle kinda fellow

 

But now you're cold

 

Your absents of being without me

 

I hate you

 

But in my heart

 

I can't, I swear...

 

Why him? And Why me?

 

Can someone please tell me

 

We're slowly separating

 

But bitches are getting in my way

 

They take you away from me every day

 

But I learned that each time

 

Each day, Each hour ,Each minute , second

 

That if you truly was my buddy, my brother, my friend, my stupid crush..

 

You'll make a way to be with me

 

Our conversations are 'awkward'

 

I've done told you "I missed you,and my life is never the same"

 

All you said was "okay"

 

I guess this is the end with you..

 

I thought you was different and very unique

 

But all you did was basically took a advantage of me

 

Then again you suffer for me

 

You told me things you would never tell no one else

 

You almost cried in front of me

 

But this may sound cruel ,and heartless

 

 

I wanna hate you, but I can't

I wanna cry, but I did

I wanna get you out of my mind,but everything I do reminds me of  you

 

But I learn to accept that you'll never be in my life again

 

I learned to accept you're gone

 

One more thing

 

FUCK YOU AND THEM BITCHES

 

CAUSE IM GONE DON'T ASK ME FOR SHIT NO MORE

 

CAUSE I ALWAYS GIVE IN..

 

You made me soft asf

 

But I'm back..with a vengeance

 

And honey its gonna be fun

Cause it just started.. With me at #1

 

Not basic

 

But a Boss ass bitch

 

*end of rant*

 

*claps*

 

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