Grow Up - Him X Reader

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by wholesomesnack

by wholesomesnack

Welp here's a different kind of one shot , here's more of a story with a character of your choice (it works best with someone who has a big ego ) . The personality may not fit the character you choose but the story and character are two different things , so I hope you don't mind.

Letting go isn't that easy , no one said it was going to be.
"He clearly hates everyone and he is the most egocentric person I know!"
I sighed , she was right .

Then why is it so hard to let go of someone who's flaws you can see?
"God your such an idiot ! Leave me alone , you are so annoying! You aren't even pretty!" warm tears flow down my cheeks.

Is it because a human wants what it can't have? Why ? Why? Why? I can't seem to get him out of my head.
"You need to grow up , not everything is a fairy tale ." .'But I wish it was' I thought.

Seconds pass,yet it feels like years. I feel like a love-sickpuppy who was wounded. Escaping reality into Wonderland is much better. No one gets hurt , everything just what I want.But that place doesn't exist. That hit me hard one day.
"Ano, l/n are you alright ? " I nodded , everything started spinning. "W-why?" I spoke out sadly. Everything went black . I had fainted due to stress that day.

Gradually things started to get better, everything didn't seem so dark. I focused on my studies and more good was on it's way. I stopped chasing him , everything fell into place.Until...
"An-o l/n , I'm in love with you!" I looked down and clenched my fists."Shut up ." I said leaving a harsh tone behind. "SHUT UP!" I said looking up at him tears flowing down my face."HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT NOW?! AFTER ALL THE PAIN YOU'VE CAUSED ME?!" his eyes widened."I HATE YOU ! GROW THE HELL UP ! CAN'T YOU TELL I NEVER WANTED TO SEE YOU AFTER ALL THAT HAPPENED?! WHAT ARE YOU SOME CONFUSED LOVE-SICK MIDDLE SCHOOLER?!"I stormed out of the room.

I've grown up since then. I'm stronger ,I won't be stupid this time.

~Blue Monkeys

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