so many mixed emotions.
one minute its "i love him" the next its "i hate him and i never want to see him again"
mixed emotions about how you can still love him after he hurt you.
but also mixed emotions about how you can hurt someone so much who is dear to you.
mixed emotions about whether or not you can move on and live without him.
mixed emotions about your self worth.
mixed emotions about true love.
mixed emotions about if you will ever find it again.
mixed emotions about this heart break.
