That attitude of your's

Chapter 1 (love..?)

I'm seviana 21, a model, and still single but I don't mind it it's just all my friends are in relationships, I know cause their not a model like me their just simple u know, having a simple life going to school not interact with showbiz, lucky for them they have a simple like... *Sight* I let out of a big breathe and sit on my bed

It's current 7 pm I don't have an appointment tomorrow it's my free day to go out or something like that

"I guess I'm just gonna go get some food to eat while watching some movie"

Minutes later......

I just enjoy the day watching some movie and writing some things in my diary, I take a look in my social media and read some bad and good commitment about me, reading some bad things that they say about me doesn't hurt me cause they don't know me much to  judge me like that

When I finished I took a bat and do my skin care as usual I do before going to bed reading a bit some story and sleep.

I kinda hate this life of mine, sometime I want to be normal like the others, that only go to school, going out and no one will be surrounding you when they see you, and your parents will not love you because of you making some money instead they will love you who you are and because their are your parents

'sigh' sometimes I think of me being adopted 'cause I'm  not even look like them....
What I meant is me having natural red hair and one grayish eye and the other one is green... I know I have a two different eyes but only my parents and manager knew about it and my parents the one who said I should hide it 'cause it's ugly

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My mind is just stop working, that's why I just Lie down and let myself sleep it own

No one POV-

Seviana falling a asleep little by little and now sleeping....

She Wake up because of her alarm buzzing so loud and it's currently four in the early morning...
Then she get up and go to the bathroom and wash her face, when she finished she brush her teeth

After that she get her jogging clothes, black hoodie, exercise leggings (I don't know what it called), mask, cap, sunglasses, mini shoulder bag with her phone and wallet in it she have some tools that can protect her tho and her keys inside her sling bag and her sneakers. yeah it's all black when she already finished dressing she get her long winter jacket it's big tho and had a Hood so it will more help her to cover her self so no one will recognize her...

She get out her house going to her gate and not even care how dangerous that she will have a jogging in their city while she is really famous, not caring about the camera man who hunting her craving for her interview and pictures

She started jugging away from her not big house not a mansion cause she's the only one live there, that's why no one will stop her.... But sometimes her parents visit her just to scold and saying something will hurt her, specially when they talking about how they and people hate personality

For her their's nothing wrong about it but for her parents it's a big deal, yeah there is nothing wrong about her personality, her being kind, sweet and a very innocent not knowing about drinking, bars, tattoos, and having lot of piercing. But she did all of it when she's 16 yeah in a very young age and she did not repent, not cared about what she done

Luckily her body shape didn't change, she's still the same, beautiful, sexy, and intelligent. The thing she done to her life didn't cause trouble on her cause she didn't even care even she got exposed and lot of people bash her, specially her parents that become so very disappointed when they found out about it, of course they grounded her but even they want to took her money they can't.