What if I never love again?

Always expect the unexpected nga talaga sa sabi nila, it's been a year na pala ang huling kita ko sa kanya. Siguro I choose the right choice, di naman talaga kami siguro sisikat kung kami pa rin ang Love team ngayon. Malungkot na tiningnan ko ang Mukha ni Miguel  sa T.V he was my former loveteam, kinausap kami ng management namin na our partnership is already over because miguel has upcoming projects na hindi Ako kasama. He loves me, I love him too but He doesn't know about it, I never told him that I love him not just because Im scared, I never told him that I love him because I know he will give up his dreams for me.
I know that he will not accept the project pag pinigilan ko siya, so what I did that night breaks our heart.  After the dinner meeting with the managers nag-usap kami.
I lied that night, I told him that I'm not happy anymore, I'm not ready for a relationship and I only see him as a friend, but the truth is I love him so much and I am willing to stay in darkness just to let him shine.
Napakasakit makitang nasasaktan siya, I still remember the pain is in his amber eyes that night.
I hope our supporters continue to support him eventhough I'm not around anymore.

I choose to stay here in our province and live a simple life with my Lola.
My Mom is staying right now in canada with her new family, and I never met my father he is a chinese business man that is what my Lola said.
I decided to continue my study and start a new life away from the limelight.
I am studying business management so that after I graduate I'll help my Lola to manage our family business.

" Miguel are you courting Isabelle guzman na ba?" Maintrigang tanong ng reporter kay miguel.
" No, we are just friends lang po, Im just happy working with her she's fun to be with naman kasi." Hindi ko na natapos kung ano pa ang sinabi niya dahil pinatay ko na ang T.V. at pilit ko ring pinapatay ang sakit na nararamdaman ko sa puso ko, I tried my best, my very best but in the end hindi pa rin Ako pinipili, like my Dad he abandoned me and my Mom choose to start a new life without me.
Napakaraming masasakit na salita ang natanggap ko sa social media. Im not talented enough to enter showbiz. I only have a pretty face but no talent.
People tend to me judge without knowing the whole truth.
They don't know one of the reasons why I entered showbiz is because I want to find my father, Im hoping that maybe he will show up one day and accept me when I become famous, pero di nangyari yun di nga Ako matanggap ng management, TATAY KO PA KAYA?