Trailerrrr
3 years later bey has been acting the same. Maybe not the same but she been distant.
"Mama." I look over at my son who's standing in the doorway with his hands out wanting me to pick him up. I bent down and picked him up.
"Hey baby boy. How are you."
"I saw Aunty Mani and she said her dress don't fit den uncle Kirk had to fix his car cuz he broked it."
"Oh really is that so. So wait her what don't fit?"
"Mansters dress don't fit she said it won't go over her stomach."
"Wait what?"
"When's my sister coming." He looks down and I do the same I touched my pregnant stomach and I rubbed it. I look up and see bey walking in the hallway. She comes to us and stops at the door and smiles at us. She walked towards me and kissed my forehead. It's times like these where I cherish them and continue to stay with her. I know what she has going on in her head and I can't change how she feels about anyone.
"Hey baby. And hey nic...I'm just kidding how has my queen, prince and princess doing?" She bent down and kissed my stomach. She was so loving and gentle bit when I had Amarae all that gentle shit went down the drain. She don't even apologize for her behavior atp. But what can I say I love her.
"We are doing great. How was work?"
"Long. I have 3 meetings tomorrow and you have a meeting with your producer. I scheduled it for 3 days from now at 12 to 5 I don't want you to be tired so you don't have to travel he'll be in the basement. Also you have an interview with GQ they wanna talk about the baby. I have to buy more stock for the shelves at the store because my distribution manager isn't really helping. I have a business call in like an hour or so."
"Would you like a massage?"
"Could you do that I don't want you to be overworked."
"Yes I can." I wish she'd care about me the same when I'm not pregnant. But instead she'd be so nasty and say hurtful things especially whens she drunk.
"Thank you so much. How was your day, what you do?"
"Well today was fun me and this little fella did our number and letters and he counted all on his own and made it to 20 then he did his ABCs all by himself. So after that we went to go take a walk around the park then got food and ate then came here. I was just doing my makeup and he stopped me. So it was a good day."
"Really? Good job baby. And good job to you for teaching him so well."
"Thanks baby. Y'know we have Aten together as a family in a while."
"Oh yeah I just been real busy with the clubs and stuff. I have a tour in like 2 months been doing preparations for that."
"Ok." Nicki knew she was lying because she can smell another type of perfume on bey.
"So what you wanna eat I'll cook."
"There's already food on the stove and in the oven."
"Awe I wanted to cook." Bey pouted. "Well imma be in the shower. See you later princess and prince." Bey said kissing my stomach then my lips.
"You got lip gloss on your lips. At least try an hide it please." She touched her lips like she ain't know she was fucking wit a nother bitch.
"Not lip gloss I haven't been wit nobody."
"You smell like some other female perfume. I know I don't wear that nasty ass shit."
"Don't be cursing Infront of our son."
"You know I thought it was me who caused this relationship to go sour. But it was you. It you always thinking of you. Always thinking of fucking you. You don't give a shit bout us you just want an image with us in it. Im tired of your bullshit. I'm extremely tired of it. You don't see your son unless you wanna drill some fuck shit into his brain. And then have him act a damn foil in school and we didn't know what was causing his behaviors because he is a really good kid. I don't think this family shit is for you especially when you make 250,000 a day I don't want you to give gifts instead of love. I'll be staying somewhere else until you get yo shit together." Bey looked at nicki and her eyes started tearing up.
"Are you saying I'm a fuck up? Did I fuck this family up?"
"Yes and yes."
"Can I change?"
"You've done it before I don't see why not."
"I need to take a break from work and shit. I don't wanna lose you guys. You're all I have."
"Bey I don't know if you have to stop working just take your medicine. There is no need to stop."
"I wanna spend time with you and Amarae. I love you too much to let this go. Starting today I'm only spending time with you. No work no nothing just us. Would you like to go out baby?"
"Sure. I'm picking where."
"Wouldn't have it any other way." She grabbed Nicki's waist and they shared a kiss. A kiss that ensured that Beyonce would change. Again.
Damnit James you fucked it up.
