"Woah.. where am I ?" I asked myself but all the place was yellow , it's painted in yellow , and then i saw some blood and then it turned to a big pool of blood and I couldn't run or get out, there was no doors..
And then it was a mirror in front of me and as i looked into it , i saw myself , and then she copied everything i did like a real mirror but then she got her hands out of the mirror and put them around my neck and held on so tight, she was trying to kill me, i was trying to kill myself, and then she grabbed a knife and stabbed me, but then nothing happened, there was no blood, i couldn't feel any pain, what was it? How can this even be real? I closed my eyes and then i was in another place, it was home, i was at home watching the sunset when someone came and kissed me,it was him, jimin, he sat next to me and grabbed my hand, he said that i'm the only one for him and he'll only marry me and love me for the rest of his life, wait ! Who are they ? Are they children ? Omg I love babies, i love them so much , why are they running away , jimin is running after them , they were playing, he called them "my kids" , what ? Am i their mother ? Am i his wife ?
Wait. What !?
Why can't i see jimin's face clearly ?!
Baby ? Where are you ?
Jimin !!
Ahhhhh !
There was a loud voice and i got hit hard, i looked next to me and he was struggling with taking off his seat belt, was it a car ? Yes !! It was our new red car ! Then people came and got me out of the car but i never saw jimin again,, why ??
It was a car accident !
Why is everything getting blurry ?
Kids ?? Sis ?? Babe ?? Me ?? Where are you ?? Hello ??
Everything is fading away !!
Noooooo
It was turning white and bright ! I felt like i was flying, there was nothing holding me back , i felt like i was in space
Where am i ? What is this place ?
It's weird that i can't feel my body parts at all
I am also fading away ! Wait ! Noo !!
I don't have to go ! I have to stay !!
I
Have
To
Fucking
Stay
Now
!!!
"Heeeh " i said getting up of a bed
" oh my go-" a woman said and hugged me tightly
" i looked at myself and i was wearing a robe
A robe ?!
Why would i wear a hospital robe and lay on this hospital bed with blinkets ?!
I saw that woman cry hardly while calling the doctor
"What's happening ?" I said in a low voice but no response
"Heyy, lay down , everything is gonna be okay , it's gonna be okay " a doctor said as he made me lay down
"What-whatt was happening ?" I asked him
"Now you're fine " he said smiling
Why am i being checked by a doctor ?
The fuck-?
And then i turned my head when i heard the word "Mom"
There were two teenage girls standing there looking at me but i thought they were that woman's daughters, but i think they're mine ?!
They came running to me and hugged me both if them,
I was still in shock so i didn't even move an inch
That was really shocking !
Then the doctor said " finally you woke up from your-
-coma...." he sighed the sigh of relieve
"A co-coma ?" I asked as my eyes were full of tears
" but who are they ?" I pointed to that woman and the two girls
" your family " he said "they are your only family " he continued
" i can't remember them ! What is wrong with me ?" I said scared
I thought they were joking around cz why would i be in a fuckin coma ? Right?
"It's okay for u to forget the past but they'll help u remember every moment of it so don't ever worry" he said and left the room
" who are you ?" I asked that woman
"I am not gonna answer that question but i'll show u one photo, just one photo, can i ?" She asked
"Yeah i guess" i replied and then she handed me a photo of a man
At first i didn't feel anything, but he seemed familiar....
.....
I-i-i-t-s-s him !!!
It's him ! I remember ! It's him !
And then flashbacks went quickly in my head and i remembered everything ! Every single thing that happened in my life
I cried as i dropped the photo and hugged them all
" i miss you , how much has it been since i last held you like that ? It must have been tough for you all , i am sorry " i said still crying
"It's okay ! You've been sleeping here in this hospital for 15 years now and left your kids for me to raise after that car accident at the age of 2 and 4 , now they are both all grown up and pretty , look don't u agree right ?" She said laughing but still in tears
" oh my lord " i said still not letting go of them
" it must be too hard for you too, u suffered before after your break up with jimin , and then you went back together and then had kids and now he's gon-gone " she said crying
"Anii! I have all here with me now, nothing matters for me more than you " i said closing my eyes and letting the tears flow down my face...
The end !!! : )
YOU ARE READING
JM || ✅ (completed)
RandomI am depressed again ! Sorry for not posting It was exams period and I was really worried that I'd fail again So from the exams stress, Depression came again But now I'm feeling a little bit better So I'll try to write this story It's not perfect...