orphic [h.s]

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TW// Sexual Harassment and Minor Mention about Self Harm.

Illeana.

*flashback*

"Which genre should we watch babe?" I whisper as I lay here in my boyfriend's bed.

"You can choose any genre of movies Lily..." He whispers back while playing with my hair softly.

I hum before he continues, "...but I think you should choose some our usual, 'Love Trip'. You would do that wouldn't you? You're my good girlfriend right." Gabe coos.

I swallow the lump in my throat and flick the genre to search some romance movies on Netflix before settling down on the usual movie we used to watch called 'Love Trip'. It was a typical teenage romance movie with a typical plot.

The main girl was new to the school and the main boy was the most popular football player. After a few weeks of bickering with the girl, their school organizes a trip on which the boy gets dared to have sex with the girl.

On the trip, the boy sneaks into the girl's room and flirts and the girl who is portrayed as the naive one falls for it and they both end up having sex. That's when they both realize they both like each other.

After returning to school, the girl finds out that he was lying, they break up and the whole big apology in front of everyone takes place and in the end, they get together.

Honestly, it was a shitty movie but I didn't wanna disappoint Gabe and be the bad girlfriend, and plus I loved him.

Gabe invited me today to hang out at his place, telling me that his parents weren't gonna be home today and that we could watch a movie together while cuddling.

So far it's going good, he's playing with my hair softly while giving me little kisses in between; overall just unlike how we usually hang out when his parents are here. Today Rosy had also taken leave because today was her daughter's birthday.

Rosy is the maid of Gabe's house. She is really sweet actually, I don't think I have ever seen her without her genuine smile plastered on her face. As I always hang out here, I've gotten to know her a lot better now. With her kind soul and her beautiful tanned skin like mine, she also makes the most amazing deep-fried ravioli.

When Gabe calls my name, breaking my thoughts, I sit up and pause the movie playing on the laptop before facing him.

His face showed little to no emotion as he stared into my eyes with his own slightly squinted ones. He threads his hand in my hair and resting it on the back of my head, bringing us inches closer to meeting our lips. When we come into close proximity, he whispers in his deep voice making me blush. "You're so beautiful Lily."

I smile and look down slightly causing our foreheads to touch each other. "You know babe it's been more than a year since we started dating and I was thinking maybe we should..." He puts his hands under my t-shirt and up my back. My breath hitches at the unfamiliar touch causing a shiver up my spine, my eyes slightly widened as I swallow the lump in my throat. "...take things to a new level."

Wait what does he mean by...god why was I having mixed feelings? I love him, he loves me, we had admitted that to each other before but then why was I not feeling happy? I shouldn't feel hesitant or nervous. This is supposed to be going smoothly but then why does his touch not feel good?