jealous you or me ???

Her we go again

Lam

No matter how much I wanted to stop him I had no words to say to him.

I kept on thinking about his eyes & the way he was busy without even glancing towards me.
as if I don't exist.
Ya I know I am expecting too much.

But then I just heard some kind of sound from behind. I was back to life booooooom... after a long time and saw his back disappearing 😢

I too started walking back home.
I don't know if I will be able to meet him again {again word itself seems uncertain} but there is nothing much I can do.

Park

I saw a boy shining like the sun in this hot summer his milky, smooth skin was still so fresh.

I just kept walking towards him and I kept glancing at him.

I just don't want him to notice and panic about me as if I am some kind of physio/weirdo whatever u can say.

so, I just sat next to him. completely trying to ignore him.

ohhhhhhh his sweet smell. I was trying my best. Not to show it in my face

Every breath I took was filled with his smell it was hitting hard on my sense.

I wanted to end this training session fast as fast I could because I can't control them anymore. like I have never been in heaven but if there is one then this person can get me there.

Ohhhhhh shitttt my mind keep it, straight bro.

As the hazers told us dismiss. I ran fastest like cheeta to the bathroom to catch my breath.

Holly shit someone saves me!!!
It's not like I have never been in a relationship but this guy ohhhh no word to say. Only his smell can make me feel like this as if I will die without it ohhhhhh my heart.