Poems Vol.1 ~emotional~

biography

i'm messing it all up.
do you want to know why i dont share my feelings so much anymore?
when i do, they take it the wrong way.
or turn it backwards to find a way to blame me.
or treat it lightly and make me think i was making too big a deal.
today, i thought, maybe i should just tell her why i'm upset.
she's my best friend, right?
she's understand and things will go back to normal.
i talked to her and she took it the wrong way.
and turned it back to blame me.
and treated it lightly making me think its no big deal.
do you want to know why i dont rant to you anymore?
yes, you, you know who you are,
since you're the only one who reads this.
well, this is exactly why.
oh my god, why cant i just not screw up?
once?

-c