PARAISO DE ASUL: Rainbow's Love

PROLOGUE

Ever since I was a child I already felt who I meant to be.

I was made to be a masculine but deep inside I know how soft I could be.

I was meant to be a guy
But I also fell for good looking guys.

I know I'm a guy
But I accept that I'm a gay.

I've fell in love before.
I've been in the same spot where I tend to fall in love
I was loved dearly regardless of my gender
However I tend to slip
And take them for granted.

There were always inside of me
I know one day they'll leave me behind
So before it happen,
I'll go do it first
I'll throw knife first
And cause them bleed before it happens to me.

I learned to love,
And to do the cycle again and again.

Until one day,
I met this guy.
He's tall, dark and appealing.
He's silent but he did fun things when rum eats his system.

He's not approachable
That made me realize what makes me so different
That when it comes to me
He smile so sweetly, and he hold me o dearly.

But just like the next day came
He'll ignore me again
Like last night didn't happen.

I fell in love with this guy
Who easily made me smile
Who makes my heart beat so fast
The one that makes me chill down to my spine.

That snob tall guy
Who snatch my breathing.
But definitely broke my fragile heart.

I play well before.
I did it first.

But when it comes to him
I don't want to get over.
I don't want him to slip into me.

But I think its meant to be
Where society won't accept this love so easily.

He's a man.
And I never hope he'll do fall for me.
Scratch it!
I do hope he'll fall for me.

But reality, we're not in the same page.
He won't fall for me.

who would fall for me?
When he's full straight man to begin with
And I'm just me.

Who was born to be masculine
But living his life being this feminine one