I don't want to remember the hurt I wish it would go away I wish the hurt and confusion would go away it has clouded my judgment it has made me weak I don't wanna hurt no more the hurt in my heart of missing so much giving to much and caring to much wanting to give everyone else the world to get nothing in return but be told I'm selfish, that I don't care about no one but my self , and I don't love , the hurt in the passed has made me so blinded and hurt that I shut my self down idk how to give anymore idk how to care idk how to open up to people idk how to bring my walls down to let someone in I don't like change and I don't and won't give anyone the chance to hurt me again mentally and emotionally!! I can't take no more of it's!!
Your truly ~ Caitlin
