everything she ever did was for him to be happy.
even if she was crumbling down .
everything about him made her happy , the things he said to her , the things he did for her .
everything was wasted ,all her time ,all her feelings .
she feels like she cant be loved .she loves him still , even after he left her ,even after he didn't care she was going to leave everyone .
love is like that ,
misleading and wicked and hurtful and scarring .
