i gave you my heart just for you to break it as if it were a piece of glass
i liked you
its true
even though i was too broken to love i took a risk
you knew this
but you took advantage
you said you liked me
but when i asked it was out of pity
am i not good enough for you?
did i mess up?
now you pretend its normal as if nothing fucking happened
it hurts for me to look at such a cruel person
but i know you probably had your own reason
but i wanna know was i good enough for such an angelic person, the light of my life, my everything
but isn't it funny how you said you liked someone that was a friend
i was your friend
only your friend
even until the end
you never noticed
you were too deep
but that wasn't my fault
you were sad
so was i
but i pushed myself on just to be denied
even though you knew i tried
you were my beauty
oh how i hate to let you go
YOU ARE READING
Am I?
RandomAm I? Am I a disgusting person? Am I worth anything? Am I loved? Am I useless? Am I needed? Am I wasting my life? Join me with my random thoughts some light some dark as black paint.