i'm sorry

I'm sorry you'll have to end up like this, I'm so sorry.
She prevented us from being happy.
You were so innocent, naive, and intact,
And now you're just broken and depressed.
I'd give so much to go back and never meet her at all,
You could have been such an amazing girl if you were far away from her.
I'm so sorry I didn't see it coming,
I'm sorry I let her control us.
I wanna get rid of those chains she put around my wrists when I was only three.
Wounds can create monsters and I'm sorry I became one,
Not in appearance but there's nothing inside but pain and emptiness.
You'll never be able to trust or love anyone else ever again.
We gave too much and she gave us nothing but atrocities.
I used to wish she'd never leave me,
But I just want her to give me back my soul and never see her again.
I just wish for a new start,
Giving you the opportunity to have the childhood you deserve.
But I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.
You were so little, you did not deserve this.