YUMI'S POV
Tapos na kami kumain,naghahanda kami ng snacks Para sa Movie Marathon namin
"Yumi,can i ask something?be honest with me okay?.." Heart suddenly talked beside me
I looked at her,ang seryuso ng mukha niya
"What is it?"
She sighed and turned her back at me
"I mean,we talked about this a lot of times already, you keep denying it,but i keep asking,you're probably annoyed at me now" she carefully said and then faced me again
"I keep on asking not because i want an answer....i just...want,you...to open up to me...like you used to..." She sincerely said,nakita ko kung paano namuo ang luha sa mga mata niya
Damn.
I walked towards her and hugged her..
"Im sorry,its not that i cant open it up to you...i just don't know how and im scared...terribly scared" i honestly said
Kumawala ako sa yakap at tinignan siya..
"I keep overthinking at night about how scary this world could get once i let my thoughts out,if i let this world know my Feelings...im scared Heart...i cant win against my thoughts,i cant conquer myself,so how can i win over the rest of this world?..please understand.." and im also teary eyed now
She slowly nod while a drop of tears run down her left cheek...i wiped it using my thumb
"Im sorry too for pushing things out of you...i just want you to know that no matter what happens i'll be here,and whatever your thoughts and feelings are remember that i will accept it and i accept you..okay?"
I nod at her and smiled...
Im really thankful i have her
"I will let you in,once im ready" i said
"Is that a promise?" She asked
"Yeah,I promise"..
And after that heavy conversation,nag ayos muna kami bago pumunta sa Movie Room
We put the popcorn and chips sa table at ini abot sa kanila yong mga drinks nila
I sat beside Bianca
Nasa kanang dulo siya ng sofa,nakasandal habang nag se selpon
"Hello,oh drinks mo" bati ko sa kanya at binigay yong inomin niya
Binaba niya yong phone niya at tumingin sakin sabay ngiti at kinuha yong binigay ko
"Hi,thanks"
So pumipili na nga sila ng panonoorin,nang nakapili na pumwesto na sila sa kanilang upoan
(Ashtine,Fatima,Heart,Yumi,Bianca
That's their sitting arrangement)
I spread my legs in front since sofa na parang bed to,sinandal ko yong ulo ko sa head ng sofa
They're watching while Im thinking about sa pinagusapan namin ni Heart kanina
I know nasasaktan siya kase nagsisikreto ako sa kanya..Pero ramdam naman na niya,alam kong gusto niyang galing mismo sakin
Kaso hindi ko pa kayang aminin eh,kase pati ako sarili ko hindi ko pa fully tanggap yong pagkatao ko..Tama lang naman na kailangan ko munang tanggapin sarili ko bago ako tanggapin ng iba,dba?
Haysss,kung hindi lang siguro mapanghusga ang mundo,madali lang sana no...
I was on the middle of thinking those things when i realize i wasn't leaning on the sofa anymore,because i began to hear Heartbeat,its calm i like the way its beating,i feel at ease...Although i realize its beating kase tao na yong sinasandalan ko
So i looked up and saw Bianca peacefully eating chips while watching
I was about to pull my head out of her but she put her left hand in my head at binalik niya yon sa dating position nito
"Don't,its okay" she said not looking at me
I smiled and leaned on her again
Haahh its warm,she's warm...
I looked at my left side and...
I saw Heart leaning on Fatima's Shoulder too..Ay may ganon
"Ang babastos niyo naman" Ate Ash suddenly said na nakatayo na sa harap namin,nakapameywang pa
"Ashhhh tabi ka nga jann" sigaw ni Fatima sa kanya
"Kayo ang tumabiiiii" Ate ash Said and she flopped herself sa gitna namin ni Heart,and she hold our arms too,smiling while staring at the screen
Heart and I made an eye contact and we smiled at each other..no words needed..we're happy
Natapos na yong movie at si Bianca at Fatima ayon tulog...
So syempre kailangan namin buhatin sila kase ayaw na namin silang gisingin...Na una na si Heart na karga si Fatima
I faced Bianca,dahan dahan ko siyang kinarga,at dahan dahan ding naglakad papunta sa guest room..
I slowly put her on bed,at kinumotan siya,nasa kabilang bed naman si Fatima
"Si Ate ashtine?" Tanong ni Heart
Eh akala ko sumonod na,d naman siya tulog ah
"Baka nandon pa,wait check ko lang" sabi ko
Pagbalik ko nandon pa nga
"Ate bat dka pa po sumonod don?" I asked while yawning,ahhh im sleepy
"buhatin mo rin ako Imuuyyy" she said in a small voice,sounds like a baby,tinaas niya pa dalawang kamay niya hahahhaa ang kyut naman
"Eh dka naman tulog ah" asar ko pa
I saw her pout,aishh this kid
"Fine,fine taraa" i said and get on my knees
So kinarga ko nga siya sa likod ko,grabe ang gaan niya,matakaw naman to ah...remind me to feed her more
Linapag ko rin siya sa bed kasunod ni Fatima..
" Good night guys"
"Nighty night" heart and I said tapos pinatay ba namin yong ilaw
Papasok na sana ako sa kuwarto ko pero nag salita si Heart
"Psst Yumi"
I turned around and raised my two eyebrow at her in questionable way
"Would..you mind ..if we uhmm..join them sa Guest room tonight?" She shyly asked
Sus yon lang pala
I smiled and answers her
"No,i dont mind..at all"
And by that,nag ayos muna kami bago bumalik sa Guest room
Nang nakahiga na kami ni Heart
"It feels right,dba?" Heart asked
"Haahh Yeah,ang gaan nila kasama"
I answered while staring at the ceiling
"I like them,i hope we can keep this friendship with them" i can hear the sincerity on her voice
I faced her and closed my eyes..
And the last thing i said before drifting to dream land is
"Me too,i want that,i want to keep them"
Little did they know,the other three was listening while their eyes were close,and what they heard put a smile on their mouth and silently agreeing to those two
