being with you

shot 2

In bus.....he was dying inside he was for the child who never existed but he knew that she was suffering more pain than him, she wasn't pregnant and maybe she can never become mother the pain can't be described in words.....she was going through from extreme pain....
He held her hands and kept her head on his shoulder and kissed her forehead to comfort her......"preeta tension mat lo tum mai hoon na"said while caressing her hair
"karan sab kitne khush the na"
"preeta it's enough matlab tum sirf unke baare me soch rhi ho suno meri baat yeh baccha kya tum unke liye kar rahi ho ya isliye ki koi hamari zindagi me aye or hume mumma papa kahe....jisse tum bahut pyar kare preeta yeh baccha tum kisi or yeh liye nahi apne liye kar rahi thi apne baare me bhi sochlo don't be that selfless"tries to make her understand
"karan mai khush thi bacche ki news milne ke baad ki tum soch bhi nahi sakte woh feeling mujh...mujhe...jab realize hua ki mai maa banne wali hu.....
Ek nanhi si jaan meri zindagi me ayegi mujhe mumma kehkar bulayegi .......woh khushi sab chin gya mujhse....."she cries
"shhh.....bhool jao yeh sab yeh shaadi hote hi mai tumhe doctor ke paas lekar jaunga or kuch figure out karne ki koshish karunga....okay ab yun rokar khudko dard pohchane ki jarurat nahi hai okay ab meri zimmedari hai is problem se nikalna.....kissed her forehead after sometime she slept on his shoulder.....
They reached the destination.....
Everyone settled in their rooms preeta came outside for some fresh air......then she saw sherlyn talking to kareena
"yeh kaisi batein kar rahi ho sherlyn"
"ab bas meri baat ka answer dijiye bua kya karti ap agr mere accident ke baad sab bahut depression me the or agr preeta maa na ban sakti toh"
"par esa hai toh nahi na dai maa ne kaha hai uske pait me do bacche hain"
"mai bas pooch rahi hoon apse bua ap kya karti gharwalon ko normal karne ke liye agr preeta se bhi kuch ummed na hoti toh"
"mai....mai karan ki dusri shaadi kara deti ya koi surrogacy mother dhoond leti karan ke bacche ke liye....
Preeta heard all these things she broke into millions peices after hearing it.....she ran to her room covering her mouth and closed the door behind she fell on bed and started crying miserably.....
Karan came out of the washroom and saw her like this....he ran to her and held her through shoulder
"preeta....preeta kya hua babydoll ese kiyu ro rahi ho kisi ne kuch kaha .....
She looked at him....and hugged him tightly crying badly
"preeta kaho na kya hua tumhe ese kiyu roye ja rahi ho bolo kisi ne kuch kaha hai tumhe"he asked her
"karan.....mai kisi kaam ki nahi hu...."he got confused
"kya kehna kya chahti ho"
"karan mai kisi kaam ki nahi hoon mai to tumhe baccha tak nahi de sakti.....mai is gharko khusiyan tak nahi de sakti mai kisi kaamki nahi hu...."
"pagal ho gai ho tum samjhi tum koi baccha paida karne wali machine thodi ho....ki maine tumhare saath sirf bacche paida karne ke liye shaadi karli.....life partner ho meri....."tries to comfort her...
"par karan mai maa banne ki khushi kabhi experience nahi kar paungi....
Karan tum esa karo dusri shaadi karlo......tum.....tum.....dusri shaadi karlo baccha a jayega....sab theek ho jayega.....han....han....yeh sahi rahega....she wasn't listening anything just blabbering he slapped her to take her back to her sences....
"chup ho jao.....bilkul chup.....
"she saw him with tears and fell on her knees.....he bent on her level and cupped her face
"suno meri baat....preeta mai khudki jaan se zada pyaar tumse karta hu....zindagi bhar saath rehne ke liye shaadi kari hai tumse....ki tum mere saath karo meri patni bankar meri best friend bankar....mera sabkuch.....haan maa baap banne ka ehsas bahut khubsurat hota hai par iska yeh matlab nahi ki agr tum baccha paida nahi kar sakti toh mai chord du tumhe nahi esa kabhi kar sakta mai......itna bura insan nahi hu....pyaar karta hu bahut zada bacche ke liye nahi door kar sakta tumhe mai....baat rahi maa baap banne ki mai har best doctor ke paas lekar jaunga tumhe.....nahi toh hum ek pyaara sa baccha adopt karlinge agr hum khud paida nahi kar sakte toh atleast kisi aur bacche ki zindagi savar sakte hai hum....usse maa baap ka pyaar de sakte hain.....par kabhi dur nahi karunga mai tumhe i love you....i love you so much......"!!!!
Hugged her closely she hugged him back feeling blessed
"i love you too karan...maaf kardo mujhe mai bhi ab kabhi tumhe khud se door karne ki baat nahi karungi aur...aur kuch toh solution hoga na iska dhoond lenge....par saath rahinge.....
"yes....saath rahinge or ladinge ek dusre ke liee......."
"that's my girl....."

End with this part💜💜

Precap: preeran going to meet a doctor

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