The bad habit

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It's fine I'll live.

I had done the dishes and decide to go live on Instagram I had such a good weekend meeting masons family confessing feelings for mason
my life feeling complete.

-Averylewis Is live right now!-

Heyy!

Comments:
She's finally live
How are things with mason
Who's your favourite footballer?
When's your new video?
Is summer cute irl
Where is your floral painting behind you from
Do you like Ben chilwell
Is Lauren nice?

I slowly answered a few until a name popped up it happened to be
CAILAWWATTS-who decided she wanted to send me a little heads up

CAILAWWATTS-hey Im so sorry mason didnt say anything he should have grown up Ugh boys but I wanted to try again with him and he said yes if you thought you had a connection I'm sorry babe lots of love Caila x

My face stared at the comment as i read it I tried to stay calm and not cry or scream
"Thank you for joining everyone have a lovely day!" I said waving at the screen before I pressed end live
I don't think I've ever hated someone I'd never met Caila had wrote that on my live for everyone to see she was everything mason said she was but If it's true I'm disappointed in mason using me til Caila was ready and that I had to find out from her so I decided I was going to masons we were gonna talk and that's it their relationship I don't talk about but my relationship is bursting into flames because of a comment.

I got Into to my car and drove to mason's hoping his words would make me happy after everything that just happened today
I got to mason's door to pulled my keys he had gave me I twisted the keys and pushed the door handle down to walk into something I didn't ever want to see my heart broke as I saw mason and Caila kissing it didn't break it was shattered he had shattered my already broken heart how could he
mason had noticed me so I slammed the door and ran to my car.

[THE 3 LOSERS 😩]
AVE🌸
LIA🌺
D 🌿

AVE🌸
I need you guys asap.

LIA🌺
Me and bree will me two minutes!

D 🌿
I've got Jason I'm on my way x

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They always made sure they were fast when I needed them
Liana walked in with bree I stood with a glass of water in my hand shaking as bree ran over and hugged me
"Are you okay auntie Ave?"
"Mhm"
I nodded as I hugged her
"There's a present for you in the living room and you can change the channel bee"
bree always loved the names I made for her she always said she felt unique

Liana walked over to me with a box of chocolates
"are you okay I need to know what's wrong" she said as she pulled me for a hug I lay my head on her chest and cried
"Lia I-I thought he was different."
"Ave your gonna be fine I know you will he was just a pathetic footballer who doesn't know who he is okay your better than that your Avery"
"I miss mum and dad they never visit"
"I hate it too they don't see they're grandkids cause they are sunbathing in Greece"
I lay my head still while liana stroked my hair I finally pulled away as Dylan walked in the door with Jason crawling in

He grabbed me and Pulled me into a hug
"Your gonna be fine I promise I know you will I don't know what happened but you'll be fine"
I smiled as I hugged him back
I spent the day with my siblings as bree played with her new present and Jason wanted a cuddle from me I sat on the couch as Jason stood infront of me.

I lifted him up and put him with my arm supporting his back and his head and one hand free i pulled the blanket over him and me and he fell asleep bree and liana went to the guest room as I went and put Jason in the crib I bought for when I take care of him and Dylan headed up stairs for bed
"You sure you will be fine?"
"Yeah I'll head up in 10 minutes"
"You'll be okay Ave I know you will."
"Thank you goodnight."
"Goodnight"

I finally decided to check my phone

Mase ❤️

Mase❤️
Ave I'm sorry Caila kissed me
Ave please answer me
I'm so sorry can we talk
Avery we need to talk about it
Avery please?
I love you so much and I know I've hurt you but it wasn't like that please listen
-mase❤️ sent a voice message-
"Avery listen I'm sorry Caila kissed me she shouldn't have and I didn't kiss her I don't love anyone else like I love you you've changed me for the better please give me a call or a message so I know your okay."
Avery please?
Ave?

Mason had messaged me thousands of times but even if mason didn't kiss her she texted him and he didn't tell me why I thought even if we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend for long he would tell me friendship wise so I could be happy if he would say yes to her but I had to find out by Caila and all my followers seen it and how my face dropped on an Instagram live how long could she go to ruin my life?

I ignored every single one of Masons messages and went to sleep I would possibly answer them tomorrow or not it depends

MASON'S POV
I had just wrecked a relationship I longed for all because I told Caila we needed to talk and Avery came over and as soon as the door opened Caila kissed me and the door slammed I threw Caila off of me and screamed at her
"Caila I don't want this ever you hurt me I wanted you to come over so I could tell you I don't like you  look what you've done."
"That's the plan mase we all know you think of how much you love me and we're perfect and always will be you love me mase not her."
"Get out"
"Pardon"she said sounding as pathetic as she did on my birthday when she cheated
"You heard me."
"Mase we already done this you'll miss me"
"Leave before I call the police for harassment."
She left leaving me to think about how hurt Avery is going to be she's going to think I'm just like every other guys she been with and I don't want that I was different to her Perfect and I did this I should've have told her yesterday about the message.
I left to go to dec and Lauren's house I needed to talk but if I told my family they would murder me cause I didn't tell her fast enough

I explained the whole situation to dec and Lauren I knew Lauren would side with Avery I mean everyone would it was my fault I know it was but I just wanted one person to see the way I seen it taht I had a few hours to wait and tell her Dec thought that was right but the fact I told Caila to come over was wrong we should Have done it over call or text now together especially because of how much I hated her
I had texted Avery about a million times I didn't care if she doesn't love me anymore I just wanted to know she wasn't in hospital for crashing a car or out drinking flirting with guys being drunk

"I will always love her she's the one."

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I'm sorry please don't kill me for splitting them but I think we needed something to spike up this love story we just have to wait and she where we end up...