Damaged • JJ Maybank • The Outerbanks

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The next day you wake up to the smell of pancakes and flowers next to your bed with a note it says:
'hey if you want to talk call me and I'll come princess - Maybank'
You called him and he came inside.
'Hey y/n'
I saw he had bruises every where and I asked him what was going on he didn't say much
'So June told me you didn't eat in 4 days so I really want you to eat those' Jj says with a serious look
'I'm not hungry Jj'
' Look I know what I did was wrong and I shouldn't be so overprotective when Jb hugged you and I totally got up on my anger and I know that isn't a good reason but anger is how I cope with things and it's not that I like it either'
' Jj I don't care about your anger or about how you cope but when you see me crying and you see John b hugging me as a brother because that's what he is to me a brother okay? And you get mad at John b who is the only one that's trying to help me and on top off that you forgot about my and my brother and you punched the wall, that really scared me Jj'
'Y/n I didn't know you were scared of me maybe your right your not my girl because it isn't good for the both of us especially for you'
' Jj stop you know I want to be your girl' I say with a tear rolling down on my cheek
' I actually don't' he says
' then you know now it isn't even about me being scared it's about my little brother'
' y/n I think he forgave me I brought him ice cream with sprinkles and we had an ice cream party' when he says that my heart melts.
'Thank you for that I didn't do that in a long time with him the last time was before you know'
'It's fine princess I'm sorry okay?'
'Okay'
He tries to kiss me on my cheeks so I decided that I would move my head so he kissed me in my lips.
'Your the best y/n'
'I know right?' I say sarcastically and you both laugh

After a while I asked Jj how he got those bruises
'It's nothing y/n, don't worry about it.'
'Tell me Maybank.'
'I uhm my dad' he says and looks at his hands
' your dad does this to you?'
'Yea he does he always tells me I'm a piece of shit and that I don't deserve anything that's also why I didn't invite you and Milo to sleep at my place'
'It's fine Jj you can always come over okay'
You see a tear rolling down his cheek so you lay your hand on his cheek and you wipe away his tears.
'Are you coming to join us on the HMS tomorrow baby?'
He asks after we hugged for a long time
'Ofcourse j my head still hurts but that's fine can June join?
'Ofcourse she can'

*The next morning*

I wake up and I feel J holding me tight while he was still asleep. I grabbed my phone to make a selfie and I send it to Kie, Pope, June and to him so he sees it when he has his phone I send it with the text 'with my princess ;)'

When Jj wakes up I  already made breakfast for Milo, my dad was at work and Milo went to see some friends of his today so I was free.
I walk in to the living room and I see June and I hug her and give her pancakes.
Y/n you do realize you only have your bra on right not that I mind but Jj maybe, or did he already see them' she asks jokingly.
'Shut up he didn't i just got hot so I took off my sweater I don't care he already saw me in a bikini.
Jj comes down shirtless and he stares at you while smiling 'I saw your text you cutie'
'See June he isn't wearing a shirt either'
'Oh shut up and eat' June says jokingly

After breakfast I showered like usually I go into my room with just a towel on forgetting about Jj.
'You forgot about me didn't you?' He asks with a smirk
'Just like you did now can you give me some privacy so I can change.'
'Ofcourse princess' he says as he turns around.
'You're standing infront of my closet Jj'
'Well what do you want to wear sweetheart what about nothing' he smirked and laughed
'Can you just go away and can you ask June if she can come upstairs' you say
'So she can see you and I can't well that's unfair' he says as he walk away
'Life is unfair j'
June comes upstairs and asks you what's up
'Oh nothing I just wanted to look cute for Jj today I thought you could help me' I whispered
'Ofcourse girl I got you' she said you try on a few outfits until you wear a light blue bikini and a white dress that's a bit revealing and it complements your tan.
'This is it' she says as she hugs you

As I walk down i don't see Jj or Milo. I notice that they're playing in the kitchen I didn't say anything and I just watched. They're so cute I'm lucky to have them.
Jj sees me and he looks at me like he has never seen me before.
'Y/n you are so beautiful I love your dress'
'Thank you Jj'
You kiss him and y'all got into the car to go to the chateau.

You introduce June to everyone and they seem to like her. Everyone was on the HMS and then Jj opened his backpack and he hands me flowers, he kisses me on my cheek as I feel his warm hand in my neck he smiles and asks
'Y/n do you want to be my girl'
'Omg J, I- yes'
I start to cry so Jj hugs you and he gave me a kiss on my forehead.
After a while it got dark and Jj saw that I was bored
'Hey let's play truth or dare' he says
'Let's do it!

Okay John b truth or dare Jj asks.
'Truth'
'Who would you fuck that's on the HMS now'
Okay I'll be honest probably only June because your my brothers girl and we go way back your like my sister' John b says
'Ooh I'm sorry but I'm not into boys Jb'
'PERIOD SIS' I yell
'OOH' kie yells
'Okay truth or dare y/n'
'Dare'
' I dare you to give Jj a lapdance'
' I hate you John b I really do' you say annoyed.
Pope and June laughed
Jj didn't seem to hate John b
Jj smirks as you start to kiss him down to his neck, you sit on his lap while kissing him and you wine on his lap a few times
'WHOOHOO GET IT GIRL.' I heard June screaming
I tried to get up but Jj pulls me back so I  continue to sit on his lap.
We played a few more rounds and then Jj says
'Y/n truth or dare?'
'Truth'
'Are you a virgin'
'Yes' I say with confidence
'How? you're so hot?' He asks
'Because not every boy can fuck me, but you can' i say to Jj as I look at him
Everyone looks at me shocked because they didn't expect that.

After 2 hours Jj notices that I'm tired so he drove back the boat to the chateau. He walked me inside as I said goodnight to everyone
As we laid down I ask him if he's okay because he seems to be a little off and when everyone was swimming I noticed his bruises getting worse but I didn't want to ask in front of everyone

'I'm fine princess' he says while hiding his tears
'J I know you're not please talk to me'
'Y/n yesterday I went home to get some things and my father was mad because I- I don't even know why' he tries to hide his tears but he can't I hug him as tight as I can because it calms me down
'Y/n can i ask you something'
'Always j'
'If anyone ever hurts you like this promise me you'd tell me so I can make sure it won't happen again'
'Yes I promise J'
'I love you so much thank you princess' he says as he crawls into my arms while crying I go with my hand trough his hair and I whisper:
'I love you to princess'
We both laugh and I kiss him,
We went to sleep as he hold me tightly .

3 days later*
So today is the day June has to leave for school, she says bye to al the Pogues and Jj and I drive her to the airport, she has to leave now so I tell her this:
'Thank you so much for helping me and my princess out and thank you for being the best friend ever I love you'  I  hug her we laugh and I say goodbye, after I said goodbye j thanks her and he gives her a hug.

She leaves and when I got home I went straight to my bed, Jj went to the pogues because I told him I wanted to have a day for myself.
As I lay in bed with a face mask and chocolate I smile because Jj texts me:

Hey girl I just wanted to let you know that you shouldn't worry to much today and that I want you to have a good day i love you baby, also you're hot love you bye.

I love it when he texts me
The rest of the day I watched some movies and I had another ice cream party with Milo

I love my life at the moment, yes I could've been better but it's already great.