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Someone's POV

Bluish white ceiling, lights off only moon light lightening the room a little. Cold breeze passing through the room because of wide open widow and time was past  midnight but Jungkook was wide awake. Chest heavy and eyes stinging with tears pooling his eyes, threatening to fall but he controlled, trying to be strong, he needed to be strong

"I wonder why I even loved you. I must have been crazy"

"Jeon jungkook–sii  I would prefer to be alone. Please don't show your face"

"Why are you always asking If I am having pain or if I need something. I will ask if I need anything just shut it and go away"

" you are so annoying. I don't want to be here"

"YOU and I are different people. Maybe we were lovers or something but now I don't know. I don't even know who I am then how can you think I will sleep in the same room as you? You must be really dumb"

Just in this one week so many things have changed. Maybe Jimin was hurt, maybe it was because of pregnancy but his words feels like a sharp katana to him. Maybe Jimin should at least try to talk quite polite or even just some calm words but the more time they spend with each other jimin face just shows disgust and hatred and what he said just earlier when they were having their dinner proved jimin will leave him

"Once this little bean of yours come out from my belly, you can take them. And I will be on my own and you will on your own with your child"

"D–don't you even feel like you should stay. Even after knowing I am your lover, you carrying our baby. Don't you feel pity towards me, our baby bubba" jungkook whispered as he stared at the photo of jimin in his hands, chugging a while glass of beer

"B–but I know y–you will not leave me. Y–you will stay. Y–your me–memories will c–come back. Y–your love for m–me will be back and y–you will also l–learn to love our little bean inside you" jungkook let his tear fall down and a painful smile bloomed on his lips.  He was not fine but he needs to be fine. It's been only a week so he needs to give jimin space. But what if Jimin will drift away? What if Jimin completely forgets him? What if Jimin will find someone else? He was being paranoid but he can't help it

"Y–you just love seeing me in pain, don't you" jungkook chuckled as he finished the 5th bottle of beer successfully as he slowly passed out on the cold concrete floor
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He didn't wanted to do it. He didn't mean it but he couldn't help it. Jimin too was sitting at the balcony attached to his room, wrapped in the white blanket as the night was quite cold. His room lights were also off and just moonlight making the room little bright while jimin blankly gazed up to the sky full of stars

He remembers each and every words he said to Jungkook but can you blame him? He don't remember anything. Not even a single thing and there jungkook is always calm, caring, kind and understanding towards him while he always throws tantrums which annoys him more and not to mention that he is pregnant. He sometimes feels pathetic. Like how a man can be pregnant, right? Maybe he would be happy if he remembered anything about the child or the child dad but he don't which makes it more irritating. He wish he could abort but jungkook won't let him and even he himself feels uneasy somewhere inside him

"Why can't I remember you if I loved you? Am I being used?" Jimin couldn't help but over think. Maybe they are using him. Maybe he and that Dracula are not even lovers. Maybe he is some rich heir and they want him? But jungkook himself is rich as fuck then why would he need him, right?

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