4LIFER - Jude Bellingham

5

tays POV:

i'm lost for words, i don't know what to say. my emotions are so mixed. what do i do?

my head is saying don't let him off that easily and don't let him walk all over me again. however, on the other hand, my gut is saying jude and i have something special, a once in a lifetime special and i shouldn't throw that away.

' i'm willing to give us, well you, another chance BUT that doesn't mean i have forgot what happened. i'm going to try my hardest to see past that but i'm not making any promises and i want to take it slow.'

jude looked down at me and smiled. he placed his right hand on my cheek while starring into my chocolate brown eyes. we inch closer and closer by the second.

i couldn't resist it anymore, i break the tension and kiss him passionately.

i never knew how much i missed this. not just this but him. every time i'm around him i get butterflies in my stomach. it's like my whole world stops. the feeling is beautiful but also scary knowing that i'm falling and i can't stop.

i pull away before we get carried away.

'i missed that.' jude whispered while pulling me into a hug.

'same but don't get use to it because remember we are taking it slow.' i reminded him.

'well actions speak louder then words and a minute ago you wasn't taking it slow.'

' shush that was a mistake your going to have to work for it next time.'

'okay okay, whatever you say darling.' jude laughed.

*buzz, buzz, buzz*

i pull out my phone and see 52 unread messages from emily and amelia.

girls only
amelia & emily

taylor
yooooo
stop
what you spamming me for

em
FINALLY
THANK GOD
we have news
where are you?

tay
uhh...
maybe i'm at judes house
maybe i'm not at judes house

amelia
don't let that man trick you.
he's a dick.
that whole apology yesterday was fake
just leave please and meet us

authors note:
i feeling like this book might move quickly