+21 He Fell Out Of Love

He fell out of love.

Fluff Part

Jungkook POV

It was midnight, everyone was sleeping, the woman beside me was sleeping too. But I
couldn't. My eyes were wide opened as I was overthinking everything that has been going on
these past weeks. Work has been stressing me out and my mind hasn't been working well
for the past weeks. I feel numb, as if I'm just a machine without a heart, without emotions,
thoughts, pain and so on. What's wrong with me? What is going on with me? What is
bothering me? These questions have been wondering through my brain for a long time
now. I'm trying to find a solution but nothing is working. The only thing that is aching my
heart is that I fell out of love with the love of my life
No, no I'm not cheating on her and I don't like someone else, I just lost the feeling that I've
been having for the past years that I've been together with Y/n. In the past whenever I was
looking at the sky our moments would play like a movie, whenever I looked at the blank
ceiling her face would be drawn there, whenever I looked at the beautiful sea her
mesmerizing smile would popped out, whenever someone would talk about her I
would get jealuse but what happened now? Why can't I get back all those beautiful
feelings? Why can't my heart beat again for her? It's killing me.
It's been two months since I've lost feelings for her, I want to get them back,
but why can't I? I stayed in this relationship because I can't just let all these memories
disapear like dust. I don't want to
waiste her time. I wanted to marry this woman but now, all those dreams that I had
planed disapeared
Sighing loudly I turned around meeting with an angelic face that is sleeping deeply. I looked
closely at her. Even tho it was dark the bright light of the moon could easily shine on your face
making you look like the most beautiful woman in the world. I looked at your face trying
to memorise every single angle. I noticed the little mole that you have under your eye, it
makes your face look more mature and sexy, I looked at your little nose, I bobbed it with mine
and chuckled at the end. I looked at your plumpy lips that wake me up every morning,
I have to admite it makes my day better. You crushed your eyebrows together making me
think that I woke you up but in realiy you just let out a cute sneez and went back to sleep.
"You're such a baby" I chuckled quitly at your cuteness
I was smiling like an idiot while looking at you. I put a strand of hair behind your ear and
caressed carefully your puffy cheek. My eyes softlened at your innocent figure. Slowly my smile
faded as I was thinking again about my feelings for you "What happened to me baby?"
I wispered quitly providing you from waking up. Coming closer to you I hugged your body
tightly and soon my eyes welled up with tears and without noticing I found myself crying in
your warm embrace
Moments passed and suddenly I felt two small hands wrapping around my shoulders
making me hush. The room was filled with nothing but my little sobs and your quit breathes.
You brought your hand on my head and locked your small fingers around my hair
and stroked them softly, knowing that it calms me down "Why is my baby crying?" You
whispered against my forhead. But I had nothing to confess. What should I say? That I
feel guilty for falling out of love? Making up my mind I opened my mouth to answer your
question "Nothing, I-I just had a bad dream" I said and snuggled deepr on your chest "And
what was the nightmare about?" you wispered "About me... breaking your heart"
"Oh really? You broke my heart? How?" you said giggling "By falling... out of love" I
wispered the last part hoping that you wouldn't hear it but I was wrong "Well if you
fall out of love, I'm gonna make you fall for me again" You said confidently and pushed
me out of your hold, making me lay on the bed. You hovered over me and kissed my lips
lovingly. You placed your hand on my hair again and strocked them, I liked it, it was so
relaxing. I wrapped my arms around your waist pulling your body closer to mine. Your
long hair fall down on your face so I placed them behind your head and grapped the side
of it in attend to pull your face closer to me
You put your other hand under my shirt and caressed my abs creating goosbumbs on my
body. Pulling out of the kiss we were both breathless. I stared at your orbs while my
hands were both caressing your cheeks. You smiled sweetly at me and placed your hand
on mine snuggling your face deeper on it then giving my palm a soft peck creating a
soft smile on my lips "Finally you're smiling again after months" you whispered while
looking at me sadly, before I could say anything you went down and started kissing
my neck leaving me in shock. I can't do this to you Y/n, I'm sorry. I grapped your shoulders
and pulled you out of my neck. You stared at my eyes innocently as I let out a sad sigh and
looked down before gathering myself together ready to confess my feeling to you
"I'm sorry Y/n but I can't do this to you, I don't want you to think that I'm using you" I said
apologeticly "Is it because you fall out of love?" you asked as a hurtfull smile appeared
on your face "H-How did you kno-" "you think I haven't noticed? You think I haven't noticed
how distanced you've been these 2 months? How you don't kiss me with the same
emotions like you used to, how you don't spend time with me anymore, how you don't
open up to me anymore, how you don't cuddle with me and when we do.... Your heart
doesn't beat like it used to" you poused as your eyes welled up with tears and so did
mine. You took a deep breath before continuing
"I tried to make you fall for me
again but you never noticed" you said looking at me as a tear escaped your eye making my
heart break "Remember when I took you on a date in the place where we first met? Well
yeah I thought that it would make you love me again but I was wrong, you didn't said
anything, it felt like you were there with me but your soul were somewhere else" You said
and at this point we were both crying while looking at each other "You even forgot our 6th
Anniversary, I thought that maybe you were trying to surprise me but I was wrong, you
were out... somewhere... m-maybe with someon-" I cut you off, got up and placed you
on my lap looking directly in your teary eyes
"No, no I swear I was never with someone
that day, I was at Jimin's house and we-we were talking about this issue" I said hoping
that you will trust me but your eyes moved away from mine and now you were looking at
your lap "I don't know" you shrugged your shoulders "I don't know if I should believe you
or not" you said while playing with the fabric of your hoodie "Y/n, I may not feel anything
about you now but I swear to my life I never cheated, all these days I've been feeling lost,
I was too bussy trying to find my feeling again that I didn't even realise that I left you
and this relationship behind, I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry" I whispered the apologies while I
brought out forheads together. We stayed like that for sometime, until we calmed down.
Slowly you raised your head up making me look at you. You placed my hands in yours,
and caressed them with your small thumb "I-I'm ready to let you go" you said trembling,
and that's when my whole world crashed. That's when I felt a sharp pain in my heart.
My body started to shake, my mind went blank as my eyes teared up again. I looked up
at you with fear in my eyes, I was trying to talk but words couldn't come out of my
mouth. You placed your hand on my cheek and looked at me sweetly "But before I let you
go, please give me another chanse to make you fall for me again but please promise me
to be here with me, emotionally and physiclly and in the morning if you still don't feel
anything then.... you're free to leave and start a new chapter in your life" you said hurtfully
"I promise this time I'll do everything to fall for you again and if I don't promise me that you'll
find someone better than me, who's gonna treat you right and who's gonna make you feel
at the top of the world but please remember than it's NOT your fault that I lost my feelings
, it's only mine, ok sweetheart?" I said fondly while holding your face closer to mine as you
nodded your head and let out your last tear drops.