why did you have to go . . ? [angst .]

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context :
kazuha and scaramouche originally were childhood friends ,, until one had to leave .

headcanons for this oneshot :
kazuha is scaramouche's childhood friend .
scaramouche's real name is kunikuzushi .
k

azuha calls him "kuni" .

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"hey ,, kazuha ."

"hm ?"

"promise that we'll be together forever ,, alright ?"

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silence .

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". . kaz ?"

"promise ."

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"kuni . ."

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the tears of kaedehara kazuha slowly fell onto a piece of paper ,, staining the letter written by scaramouche .

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"why did you have to go ?"

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time skip several years .

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years since scaramouche had last seen the face of his childhood friend . years since they last interacted with each other .
a short boy with a large hat approached the docks of ritou ,, he wanted to see his friend again . he wanted to break free of the never-ending cycle of being pushed around .

he was attempting to find kaedehara ,, until he heard --

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"pff -- love you tomo ."

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it couldn't be .
after all of the years scaramouche spent waiting for this day ,, it was all pointless .

he broke their promise .

scaramouche's breath tightened .

kaedehara and "tomo" looked so happy ,, maybe even happier than when scaramouche and kaedehara were together .

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"maybe . . maybe i shouldn't have came back here ."

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his voice didn't feel like his own .

scaramouche turned away from a confused tomo and kazuha ,, whose eyes were widened in shock .

scaramouche walked off ,, holding back tears .

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he visited all of the places that he and kazuha once used to occupy .

it looked as if another person had used that spot .

scaramouche sat down at that same spot where he once sat several years ago .

he felt at ease ,, but he knew it was all an illusion .

kazuha found someone else . he's happy now .

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"kuni !"

the silence filled the peaceful cave .

"why are you here ,, kaedehara ?"

"en ,, listen . . i --"

"you love him ,, i get it . now go away ."

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scaramouche tried his hardest to hold back tears . his throat ached the more he talked .

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"kuni ,, i'm sorry . . i thought you'd never come back . ."

"save your bullshit excuses ,, and call me scaramouche from now on ."

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he just wanted to end the conversation ,, he hated the name 'kunikuzushi' . he didn't want to be reminded of her . not anymore .

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someone -- or something ,, had pulled scaramouche into a warm embrace .
scaramouche didn't care who it was ,, he returned the hug .

he needed comforting ,, even if it was from the person he now hates .

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"wake up ,, en ."

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it was a mere nightmare all along ?

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end .

ayoo it's a longer chapter ,, not as decent as a bunch of others but still

word count: 416

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