Fuck This Shit

It Begins Again

My mum sat me down in the living room.
I hadn't been here for a while.
It felt strange and I ignored my dad in the kitchen.
'Roger you are not to leave the house.
No making phone calls.
No answering phone calls.
No answering the door either.'

She went on but I Couldn't stop thinking about Y/n.

'Y/n has been told the exact same as you have. Now go to your room.'

I didn't say anything, and I went straight to my room slamming the door shut.
I sat on my bed with my head in my hands crying.

3 Fucking weeks without her.
It's hard enough to go a minute without her in my arms.
Now 3 weeks.

This is hell.

I had no plans of leaving my bedroom.
So I didn't.
My sister would bring my breksfast, lunch and dinner to my door.

I missed her.
Just as much as Y/n missed her brother.

But they can be annoying.

It got to around 17 days, and I couldn't take this anymore.

It was night and everyone was asleep.
I could just walk out of the door.
But instead I opened my window and jumped onto the ledge above the front door.
I then climbed down from that and ran to Y/ns house.

I had started to cry before I even got there but I whipped my tears.

I slowly approached her house...

Your POV

You were sat on your bed, like how you would of he was there, when you heard something hit your window.

You paused for a moment, confused until it did it again.

You slowly approached your window and to your susprise you saw Roger.
You grew sad yet excited and quciky left the house as quietly as possible.

You ran up to him jumping into his arms.
You both were crying.
You moved your head back to look at him.
His eyes filled with tears.
It made them glisten.
He pulled you back in and squeezed you tightly.
You then moved your head, kissing him passionately.
'What are you doing here?'
You asked through tears playing with his hair.
'I made a promise to be with you. And I love you; I couldn't bare it any longer.'
You kissed him again.
'I love you too, but your going to get in trouble. How did you get out?'
'Frew my window.'
'Roger I love you so much.'
'I love you more.'
He kissed you again holding you tightly.
'I want to leave. I can't do anything at home.'
He said wipping your tears away.
'Roger we ca-'
'Yes, we can. We've done it before and we'll do it again. Please my love I just want to be with you.'
'Roger.'
'Please.'

You stared into his eyes for a while knowing you couldn't say no to him.

'Yes ok. You go to my car, I'll get the keys and some money.'
As you turned around to go back inside, he pulled you back kissing you again.
'What was that for?'
'I can't help it, all I want to do is kiss you right now.'
'You can in a minute.'

You squeezed his hand and slowly entered the house.

He walked to your car and you soon caught up with him.

'Are you sure about this?'
You ask before entering the car.
'Yes. Only if you are.'
'Yeah. I think so.'

He got in the drivers seat again and drove away.

Around 2 hours later, you arrived on a cliff near a beach.
The moon left a shimmer on the sea and so you both decided to sit on the bonnet holding each other.
'I could fuck you right now.'
He whispered in your ear.
'Then do it.'
You responded climbing off of him and into the back seat of the car.
He wasted no time and climbed in.
Before you could say a word, he was kissing you.
Which soon lead to you ripping each others clothes of.

You woke up the next morning to Roger lying on top of you.
You played with his hair and he soon woke up.
'Do you know how long I've been wanting to do that for?'
He asked kissing your chest then your neck.
'No.'
'Well, for a very long time.'
'Feel better now?'
'Never been better.'
He nuzzled his head into you neck and kissed you.
This made you chuckle but you continued to play with his hair.
'Where do we go from here?'
'My love, don't ask me questions you know I can't answer. And even if I did have an answer it would probably get us caught.'
You pulled his arm across your chest gently carresing it.
You then kissed the top of his head.
'We'll get a fine if we don't turn up at court. And a longer sentence.'
'We can still go to court but I'm not putting up with out jackass parents.'
'We won't have to if we ignore them.'
'Fair point.'
'What if we get like a 15 year sentence. That's 15 years we won't be able to see each other for. And what if we don't like each other by then. We'll look horrible anyway.'

He Propped himslef up so he was over you.
'Y/n. Don't be ridiculous. I'll always love you and I could never look horrible.'
You punched his arm laughing.
'And you'll always be beautiful to me.'
He kissed you pushing his body against you.

Soon enough he fucked you again.