Things have been going well. Baby bean is almost here, just 4 weeks to go! I still don't know if we are having a boy or a girl. I wanted it to be a surprise. I miss you like crazy! Hopefully you'll be home soon and be able to snuggle up with us and sing them to sleep like you do with me.
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Anne, Robin and my parents all say hello by the way. My mom and dad came to visit me and help me set up the nursery. Robin isn't doing the best these days. His jokes have almost stopped and he mostly wants to sleep.
I pray every night that he'll get through this and that you'll come home to me safe and sound. I actually met one of your crew mates wives and she's amazing. She's been giving me tips and tricks about being a parent while you are gone.
Stay safe for me. I love you lots. Your loving wife, Y/N
This was the last letter I sent to him. A few days after that there was a call that his ship had been attacked. Harry has been in the hospital since then. He's in a coma. I'm about ready to pop this baby out any day. It was currently my due date and I was here at the hospital sitting next to Harry. I've tried everything from holding his hand, kissing him, talking to him and reading to him. Nothing.
The doctor said he could come out of it any day or never. It was a fucking waiting game. I haven't stopped crying. I haven't stopped cursing god. How could he do this to me?!
Anne was sat next to me rubbing my back and keeping me company. "Darling, maybe you should go home. You're tired and you need rest for when the baby comes."
I shook my head. "I can't Anne. I promised him in sickness and health. I need him to be here when bean comes. I need him to be okay."
"I understand darling. I'm just as stressed as you. Hospice is taking care of Robin while I'm here. I don't know what I'll do if I loose them both."
Anne left about 6 hours ago and I'm still here. I have everything packed for me in case my water breaks. The nurses gave me tons of pillows and blankets for me while I slept because the couch in here was far from comfortable. I was trying to get some shut eye when I felt a burst of water come from me. No, no, no. I can't be in labor. I can't do it without him. A sharp pain causes me to grunt out in pain.
I grabbed my phone and called Anne.
"Hello darling, any progress?"
"No Anne, my water broke. I know this is asking a lot from you but I need you. I don't have anyone to do this with me. I'm scared."
"Oh love, don't worry I'll be there shortly. Keep me updated on where to find you okay?"
"Okay, love you mumma Anne."
"Love you."
I grabbed my bag from beside the couch and walked over to Harry. I kissed his forehead and moved the hair from his eyes. "Hi baby, I wish you were here with me. I'm about to give birth to this baby and I'm scared. I hope you wake up soon so you can meet them. I'll come see you soon okay? I love you."
