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Minhyuk- Divorced with twins

"I just found someone else Y/n. What am I supposed to do? Let her go and continue living a lie that I love you?"

He said those words to me 5 years ago on the night I found him and Nari naked on our shared bed

Yes I guess you can say I am bitter

A bitter bitch

She is much younger than I am, prettier, and sexier. Of course the classic, he met her at the gym.

I haven't seen my ex husband in 2 years. After our divorce was settled I avoided all contact with him and moved out of state.

We rotate our twins on the holidays. They fly out to his place for summers while I get to keep them year round.

Our babies we're just 3 years old. Now they're 5 and starting to wonder why mommy and daddy aren't sharing life together.

It must be tough on them.

We share 1 boy, Jiho who loves to play cars and 1 girl, Naeun who likes to play with her princess.

Minhyuk has tried to get them to call the other woman mom. But my children have my loyalty. 

However, this Christmas I'm flying out with them because Minhyuk's parent and mine won't be able to chaperoned them in the airport. But to be honest I think the are busy on purpose. They've been wanting us to communicate with each other.

I have some friends down where he lives, so I'll stay with them for a while.

I just really don't want to see Minhyuk and Nari. They're happily married while I havent been able to find a man who wants to be serious or date a mother.  He has a big house while I live in an apartment, he can afford to go on expensive trips while I go once every other year. His wife is young, skinny, and hot. It was hard for me to loose my pregnancy weight especially after learning Minhyuk had a sexual affair

Karma skipped on Minhyuk and I feel embarrassed. He's living his life to the fullest with his wife while I'm not.

We hate each other's guts, although he pretends to not care.

Before I drop my twins off at their dads house I decided to spend one last time with them.

We decided to go out to eat at a nice affordable cafe. We sat at a booth after our order was processed

The Door rings signaling a customer has entered

I subconsciously looked and saw it was Minhyuk and his wife.

I quickly turned my head away but they've have already caught their eyes on me.

They both walked up to the table

"Hi kids!", my ex husband said excitedly

'I wanted some time with them before I send them off. Looks like I won't be able to now'

The kids rushed to hug him. And soom after his wife spoke

"Say hi to mommy!" She said loudly

"Mommy? I thought we already established that my babies came out of my vagina. You should remember that, when you guys were fucking behind my back" I said bluntly

'She can't have it all'

Minhyuk cleared his thirst from the awkwardness

"I'm patient", she smiled

"Mommy what's fucking ?" Naeun asked, shortly after Jiho questioned, "Mama what's vagina ?"

I mentally cursed my self for the language I used around my 8 year olds