Are We A Thing Now? [ 𝘴.𝘢 𝘖𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵 ]

fuckin hell man.

Story of myself.
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TW//

2020/09/16
~ 08.06 AM

Birthday party 11.

"Happy birthday honey!" Mom cheered and start kiss my forehead "you growing up!" I smiled

. It's just silent.

"Why can't you like your friends? You just a faggot. Respect and support gay, lesbians. I'm really disappointed" Dad broke the silence with a hateful talk.

"Honey! Don't say that to our birthday child!"

"SHE A FUCKING ASSHOLE!"

"HONEY! STOP"
.

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It's a mess..i don't know. Oh god it's all my fault..

2020/09/17
~ 12.00 PM

Fuck

"Hello my name is levira..im 12. And I... Uhm.. That's it. Thanks" What is happening with me! Stop stuttering.

I sit down and look at my computer , it's all black. What.

Wake up. It's time for cleaning your sins.

I'm just dreaming right. "SHIT!....oh..fuck.." Yep. Dreaming... "WAIT! What date is it today?"

2021/05/7
- 12.00 AM.

"Sweetie...why are you awake? Is something wrong?" She's here. Maria Jane my mom

"Love, is something wrong?" Father. Abuse. Sexual assault. Fucking ass hole.
Martiel jane.

"Shut up and please go outside. I need a space" They close the door and I...

Start..uhm crying

"I think I'm going insane...is this because..i do self harm? No no.. They calm me down"

"Calm down levira..calm, breathe and done. Your panic attack is done..now eat the medicine.."

. This is just a random story about me. Nothing more maybe uh.. Q&A? Please? I'm bored actually