On My Block Imagines

All i want is you (Cesar)

Y/N's POV
I see the way that cesar looks at monse and i can't help but feel some sort of jealousy build up inside of me i know that there is nothing going on between them and out of the girls that throw themselves at him he still decide to be with me but i dont know its just he looks at her as if she is his world and they are unstoppable i crave for him to look at me that way i want him to look at me as if im the only thing that matters to him but who knows when that will happen

Me and cesar were sitting at the lunch table with monse jamal and ruby across from us cesar's are was draped across my shoulder and i was just listening to him talk to monse and jamal i look up at him leaning my head on his shoulder and it happened the way his eyes just lit up watching monse talk i drop my head feeling that big ball of sadness hitting me in the stomach not wanting to be here anymore i move cesar arm from around me standing up starting to walk away i felt i grip on my hand "where are you going" i look up to meet cesar's eyes looking around noticing that i caught the attention of the rest of the group "i just don't wanna be here anymore" i shake my hand out of his grasp quickly walking away ignoring cesar and monse calling my name i quickly made my way into the empty classroom close to the cafeteria sitting at one of the desk in there i pulled out my phone to see so many text messages from cesar monse and ruby wondering where i am i just couldn't seem to face any of them i put my head down on the table wanting to clear my head but that all ended when i heard someone clear their throat my head shoots up to see cesar standing by the door with a sad look in his eyes

"Why did you leave lunch like that what's wrong y/n talk to me" i shake my head trying to get the thoughts running through my head "nothing i just needed to be by myself clear my head i'm good now" i say looking everywhere but him "we should get back don't want the group thinking something is up" i say grabbing my bag from the ground trying to past cesar only to get blocked every step i take "not until you tell me what's going on you know you can tell me anything" he grabs my hand pulling me over to desk sitting in the chair before pulling me onto his lap "we are gonna sit here as long as we have too until you tell me what's going on in that mind of yours" i sigh knowing that i cant hide this from him for much longer "i see the way you look at monse you look at her as if shes is the only girl in the world you look a her as if she is your girl and i don't know it got me thinking that you won't want me anymore"

I felt hot tears running down my cheeks before i had the chance to wipe them i felt his thumb on my face wiping them for me he lifts my chin up leaving a nice soft passionate kiss on my lips before pulling away looking me in my eyes rubbing his thumb over my cheek

"I don't want her i don't want anyone else i want you and only you monse is a friend and only a friend i want you to get all the negative thoughts out of your head you're the girl i want i love you with everything in me i don't want you to think that im gonna leave you because im not" my heart melted listening to him talk to me and he finally looked at me as if im the only girl in the world all of the worries that were once there is now gone i pull him into another long passionate kiss "i love you cesar" "i love you too mi amor" the rest of the school day we were stuck in the spare classroom just enjoying each others embrace

This boy is gonna be the death of me