Suffocating

I am suffocating 

And I just need to breathe

I'm smothered under pressure

I must be relieved.

Nothing I do is right,

Nothing they say is fair

I cry and scream and throw a fit,

But no one seems to care

Nobody will listen to what I have to say

My life is not important

Yet im living everyday.

I can't do what I want

I cannot stay out late

Here I sit and type this poem

To release my pain and hate.

I'm confused and I'm alone

I'm lost inside my mind

No one will search beyond my looks

To see what they might find.

So many thoughts confuse me

Feelings I can't precieve

In this time of adolescence

And I just need to leave.

None of it makes sense

None of this seems real.

And no one understands

The emotions I feel.

I'm still suffocating

And I still need to breathe

I'm smothered under feelings

Let be relieved.