The obsession

~~Game on~~

"Kelvin what ah, are you doing here?" I asked stammering in Surprise.

He was perfect, from the way he smiled to the way he looked was stunning. How could someone be this sexy and cute at the same time? What was God thinking by sending this temptation my way.?

He let out a smug smile it was slow and beautiful, looking around and touching the bridge of his nose at the same time.

"You have a beautiful environment, it's quite peaceful here"

My mouth on its accord went widely opened, my eye lashes blinking more than usual, my nipples slightly protruded.

"Can i come in"? he asked smacking his lips and making hand gestures at the same time.

"Oh, my bad by all means do come in and make yourself comfortable" I uttered uneasily.

"Water, wine, juice or anything"?

I asked not like I was confused but because I was tensed my hair was a total wrack, hoping this doesn't change the way he sees me.

With each step he took, my heart skipped twice more.

There's no doubt i love this guy but i do prefer to hide behind the shadows of the past, letting my guards down so easily would mean trouble for me I guess.

I once poured my heart, my vulnerabilities and insecurities to someone, someone who showed clearly they didn't deserve it.

But then, how could we tell who's love is true if we don't take risks with our hearts let them break till we finally find that true person, just how?

I flashed back to when everything use to be perfect between me and Henry i was beautiful and so content then, but here i am smiling at the old days when i have a future standing right in front of me.

But though kelvin seems perfect i just can't let go of the pains i felt before, i can learn to love again but let's take it a step at a time.

"Venny!" He called out

I only raised my eyes slightly was too shy to keep starring.

"Coffee" he uttered.

"What"? I asked, this time i was lost or maybe a little confused. Heck here stands a total ideal of the kind of man i need, just any girl will go crazy but here I am standing untamed, proudly undefeated.

He smiled, he blinked as though waiting for each strike of the clock before blinking again.

"I would like to have a cup of coffee your, he paused for two seconds "gorgeousness" with a pretty grind on his face.

"Sure" I uttered as I uneasily made my way to the kitchen.

From the kitchen, i could see him looking around, he picked a photo of me and my dad, mum has made me framed that photo against my will, it was the day we had a competition at school, father had my face covered in baking floor.

All thanks to Catherine's mum she's the brain behind it all, always filled with the best idea to embarrass me unknowingly. She even went as salvage enough to tag my photo to the school notice bored as the best chef of the year, like what the fuck.

"This is pretty, you look beautiful even in a mess" he uttered his gaze on the frame.

"Thanks kelvin, it just a photo of me and my dad, you know, em back then at school, it's no big deal" I bet i stammered all through those simple sentence .