Darkhaast Hai Yeh...✔ (Completed)

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Hey guys,.

I receive many messages of almost everyone that they don't understand what to do, anxiety, pain, everything. I myself suffering stomach pain, headache, anxiety and vomit type of problems on the first two days. But guys we have to be strong, this is the bloody rule of life. Leaving food, water, staying alone in a corner, any of these won't bring him back, agr aisa hota toh hm sbne har cheez chod dena tha but this is the hard truth that nothing is going to bring him back. Seriously, trust i still can't able to believe it, for me all is normal and he is still here, this feeling will never leave me but we have to be healthy and stable for him.
He always told us to stay healthy happy and safe, at least please don't upset him by neglecting all this.

The people who are having serious problems, please stay away from social media, uninstall insta, Twitter for sometimes. Never be alone please, at least stay with someone with video call. Go out from the house, in any crowded places, parks, shopping mall anywhere. Watch or read, things not related to sidnaaz for the time being till you all not stable to handle everything. Your health is important guys, think about your family, sana. We need to stay strong for her, he is "sher", and we are his fans we have to be the 'sher' like him.

We have to support sana, we can't even imagine what are situation is but again the same, we can't do anything by thinking about what will happen to her. She is broken at this moment, it will take time but guys she is sidharth's shera wali mata, she knows how to fight back and she will. But it definitely take time,...

We all have to stay strong for support each other, this is what family do. Please please stay strong.

I was in office, on that day we need to keep the phone aside during working hours. In lunch break i saw so many missed calls of aastha, her messages, without read anything i called her back. Seriously i laughed at first when she blast the news on my head, it took me 10 minutes to realise what she was saying, it's still unbelievable.

I open insta and just shocked, my team members they all are like what happened, none of them are fan like us. And just after five minutes we had a meeting with our hr manager, my eyes were fixed on  a certain place, none of his words were reach to me. My team members were keep staring at me, hr sir scold me two times. Where are you lost? Focus..

I just nod somehow but it was impossible, then one of the girl said about sidharth and i am his fan. All start saying him about why i am like this.. I somehow said i am fine, guys i never in my life cried in front of anyone not even when my grandma died.

But when start saying, look into my eyes, turn here and the way all are staring at me i started crying in the meeting. Hr sir said few things, consoling and all but obviously they can't give me the leave as i already used all for the final exams.

But team members the whole day they keep saying things to me, try to cheer up, and all the things, they didn't leave my side for a second. The pain started during evening, i felt like vomiting, i cried in washroom, balcony everywhere. Still praying that, kuch miracle ho skta i broke my all ties with the god thing for forever now.

And after yesterday i know there's no miracle now. We have to stay strong like our sher always does in every situation and taught us that we can handle any bad phrase. Just remember his words and walk on them, i do and will always.

Anyone who tried to talk please do dm, tomorrow is my leave but i won't able to reply during 9- 7:30 during week days. I hope whatever i said will help you all a bit.

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Those who are asking about continuing the stories, i will guys just wait for a two three days.