chap. 5

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"lily who told you that"Annalise said finding me in the bathroom

"Kayleigh"shit shit Kayleigh's a liar I just ruined the dude of my dreams

"are you dumb"she said finding my stall

"I just realized how stupid this is"I said wanting to stab her

"lily are you in here"Alex called walking inside the bathroom

"this is the girls restroom"Annalise called from the stall

"I know it is"he said walking into the stall we were in "now who told you I cheated on you"he said putting his hand on mine

"Kayleigh I just realized how stupid that is"I said wanting to kiss him and his green eyes

"babe I would never do that"he said helping me off the seat

"see babe he loves you"Annalise said making me smile

"you need to leave before you get caught"I said pushing him out of the bathroom

"I love you"he said kissing my cheek

"I love you too"I said closing the door

"yall are to cute"Annalise said laughing

~Lilys locker~

I didn't feel good I felt sick and stupid so I decided to go take a depression pill and my Abidexin which made me not hungry I knew it was a bad idea but I need them

"so you believed a bitch who hated you"my boyfriend said coming up to my locker forcing me to take the pills quickly and shoving the bottles in my locker

"mhm"I said cause I had to swallow the pills dry

"here"he said handing me his water bottle which I chugged fastly

"what were those"he said once I handed to bottle back

"my depression pills"i said looking down embarrassed

"you don't have to be embarrassed around me"he said holding my chin up

"okay"I said starting into his sexy green eyes

"your eyes look beautiful"he said but sadly I had a short sleeve shirt on "but your wrist don't"he flipped my wrist

"ik" I said trying to cover them and failing why did I wear short sleeves

"do you want my jacket"he said knowing I felt awkward

"yes please"it was perfect just like him it was a pullover which made it even more perfect

"here"he said slipping it off his head and onto my waist

"I love you"I said being intoxicated by his amazing smell

"I love you too"he said kissing me cheek before running off to meet his friends

~hallway~

"who's jacket is that"Brandon said catching up to me

"Alex's"I said smiling

"I thought you were mad at him"Brandon said confused

"I was but he didn't really cheat"I said remembering the bathroom

"so someone was trying to start a rumor?"Brandon asked

"ya i guess Kayleigh did"I said blushing

"why do you keep believing her"Brandon asked laughing

"I don't know"I said feeling bad

"what's wrong"he said once he asked cause I looked like I wanted to throw up but insteed of answering his question i ran to the bathroom to throw up

"lily are you in here"I heard Annalise ask

"mhm"I said cause I still felt like throwing up

"are you okay"she said running to my stall

"no I don't feel good"I said laying against the toilet before throwing up again

"here I'll bring you to the nurse"she said handing me a trash can and helping me to the nurse

~the nurse~

"have you took any pills lately"nurse Kathy asked

"um ya two"I said blushing

"what kind of pills"she asked writing something down

"deppression and Abidexin "I said looking at Annalise

"wait what"she said staring me down

"Annalise I'm sorry"I said standing

"no sorry won't happen"she said "you told me you were gonna throw them"she said nearly screaming

"I was going to but I needed them"I said grabbing her arm

"don't touch me"she said grabbing her bag and leaving the room

"those two pills..."was all I heard from the nurse before zoning out

~classroom~

"sorry I'm late"I said handing my teacher my note

"we'll sit by Alex"he said pointing to Alex yes best seat

"hey"I said placing my bag

he only smiled which worried me

"are you mad"I said grapping his hand which he moved

"I don't know you just lie to me about the pills you took"he said looking at my eyes

"babe I'm sorry I didn't want to lie but I had to"I whispered in his ear

"it's not fair"he said looking up at the board

"what's not fair"I said forcing him to look at me

"that you won't let me help you"he said near tears

"please help me"I said kissing his cheek

"no kissing in my class"mr.walker said handing us both detention slips

~Lilys locker~

"seriously lils"brandon said coming up to me

"how many people have to know"I said slamming the locker

"the people who love you"he said opening his locker

"Annalise doesn't love me anymore"I said resting my head on a locker

"don't say that"a voice said from behind me

"Annalise?"i thought

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do you think it's really Annalise
or someone else
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~claire <3

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