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you sat on the floor of your shared bedroom, crying your eyes out. colson was at a premiere for his new movie and you weren't able to go because of work. what colson didn't know is that you were secretly going to meet up with a guy. you knew it was a bad idea but you did it anyway.
it led to you cheating on your boyfriend of 3 years. you felt horrible. you don't know why you did it, you wish you could take it back. colson was on his way home and all you could do was think of a million ways to say sorry.
"baby? i'm home!" you heard him say. you just starting crying harder. you felt disgusted with yourself. colson walked up the stairs and took in the state of you.
"hey hey hey. what's going on? what happened?" he said and kneeled in front of you. you looked at him and looked at his worried state. colson's eyes showed concern and confusion.
"a lot." was all you said. colson grabbed your hands, the same hands you used to rub the other guy. "i have to tell you something and i don't expect you to stay with me."
colson looked at you with furrowed eyebrows. he sat down and waited for you to tell him. "i didn't stay home because of work."
he tilted his head to the side. he was lost and you didn't want to say what you did. "i did something unforgivable, something that i promised to never do."
he slowly took his hands out of yours and rubbed his eyes. "please tell me you didn't do what i think you did." he begged. you just cried harder.
"oh my god, are you fucking serious? after everything y/n, you cheated while i was out?" he yelled. you flinched but you deserved the yelling.
after 10 minutes of him just ranting, the two of you sat in silence. you didn't know what was going on his head and you didn't want to know.
"why?" was all that was said. "i don't know, we hadn't had sex in 2 months and i missed the feeling. that isn't an excuse at all but i just-"
"you're kidding me right? you did this because you missed the feeling of sex? every fucking time i tried, you always said that you weren't in the mood or you were tired. fuck you." he said and got up from his spot on the bed.
"i can't tell you how sorry i am, i regret it so much. this is all my fault and i'm taking full credit." you looked up at him with sad eyes. "you have 20 minutes to get the fuck out of my house y/n. i never want to see you again."
your heart broke at that sentence. i never want to see you again. nodding slowly, you packed up everything you could. you grabbed your bags and left the room.
colson followed to make sure you left the house. before you left the house, you looked back at his sad, heartbroken eyes. "i love you, i always will." and with that, you left.
from the house, you heard things being broken. but you couldn't blame him, you're the one who caused all of his pain. _________________________________ september 7, 2021
(yes i'm aware i've already posted something like this but i wanted to do it again :) )
