QUICK A/N: the first few chapters will be in wilhelms pov and be very angsty because, 1. It ended with him feeling sad and I want to dive more into that and the whole grieving process of losing simon and 2. I just relate to and feel more inspired writing in his pov. I might try to write in simon, sara, felice, or August's pov later on but for right now this is mainly about Wilhelm. Enjoy <3
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I feel so numb. So emotionally drained. I've spent the past few days just laying around and crying so it's like I have no tears left to cry. I thought simon hated me but I now realize I didn't treat him the best either. I just wish I could go back in time, ignore my moms choice and make my own decisions for once, and say it was me in the video and I wanted to be with him. I just wish it were that easy. I try to do what the people in the movies do after a breakup and think positive and look in the mirror and say "im enough. I don't need them. Its their loss" but it never works out.. I just end up crying again. I've been through lots of silly little elementary/middle school breakups but eventually got over it. Its just different with simon. I never realized how bad I needed him in my life until now. God im such a jerk.
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PAIN// a young royals oneshot book
Fanfictionthe beginning takes place right after the last episode. what I think/would want to happen! hope u enjoy<3 - Update: this is now a oneshot book !
