CALL IT LOVE | SINRIN

Call It Love 23 : She changed

Yerin's P.O.V

My cousins had returned to their homes, leaving me alone in this place, so I grabbed some liquor and slammed the glass on the table. What have I done? I'm refilling after I've already drank it. I totally destroyed her trust in me; I made a tremendous mistake!!!

I'm still drinking liquor with my unconscious mind afterwards when. I close my eyes and sigh as I hear footsteps approaching the front door. Someone knocked, but I didn't respond since I was too tired to open the door. I don't feel like I belong here. A loud thump could be heard close, but I ignored it and went back to sleep.

"Yerin? YERIN-AH!!!"

Someone approaches towards me; I recognize it since I can hear footsteps coming. The person lifted my head, swaying my body, which is when I realized I'd fallen down on the floor. I forced myself further to open my eyes gently, seeing my mother in a fuzzy vision.

"WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?! AIGOO! YEOBO!! HELP ME!!"

She holds to me firmly as tears flow down my cheeks.

"Eomma... I'm in pain..."

I mutter, causing her to break into tears while kissing my forehead. I had a feeling my father was going to approach us.

"OMO! JUNG YERIN!! GWAENCHANHA??"

He caresses my arms as he assists me in sitting on the couch.

"AIGOO!! WHY DID YOU DRINK THIS MUCH!"

"I'm in pain!!.."

My mother had to lean my head on her shoulder when I shattered. My father began to wonder,

"Where does it hurt? I'll call 911"

When I pointed out where my heart was, they were stunned until they understood it wasn't a sign of illness. They were aware that their son had been aching into heart break

"Whatever you're suffering with, stay strong in those rough times. It's okay to cry and to feel exhausted Yerin. Stand up whenever you're ready"

My father mumbled, urging me to look at him while I wiped away my tears. Well, I deserved to be this way. I've hurt a lot of females in the past. It's time for me to grow up.

"We love you Yerin"

My mother cupped my cheeks in her hands, brushing away the tears that had fallen from my eyes.

After 6 months,

My pals and I stayed up on the canteen, having a good time until someone threw a ball in Yuju's face. It was her ex-bestfriends.

"Nasty woman, you haven't said you're in his team?~"

Joy was going to hug me when Sowon stepped in front of me, resisting Somi's hands. I grinned and returned to Yeonjun's place.

"Don't fuck with me"

I spoke such words, which made them assume I was insulting them. Yow! They were attempting to be a badass, but it made them appear like a moron. I urged my friends to leave the area and go to another gym to relax since we are all too weary to study at this fucking school aish.

"By the way, I heard Sinb has a new boyfriend"

Yeonjun openly said,

"Pst!!!! Watch your words.. "

Jungkook compelled him to realize what he had just spoken. It's too late! But I'm glad for her because she's finally met someone who will treat her better than I did. After all, it was my fault that I'd lost her.

"You okay?"

Sowon hyung remarked, and I nodded, grumbled, and winced as I remembered what I had done in the past. Following that, Yeonjun approached Beomgyu, who had just passed by us, and invited him to join with us. I merely closed my eyes and looked toward Eunha's side view, wanting to ask her where Sinb is studying now, but I'm still embarrassed for myself because it's her cousin I've split apart.

"Yerin seem falling for you Eunbi"

Sowon's answer was indeed a death stare. Dang! Hyung, Eunha is all yours! Geez! I have no intention of stealing her.

"Is it Jung Eunbi or Hwang Eunb- "

Yeonjun covered Beomgyu's mouth to silence him, and I just let go of my nervous conscience and rested my head on my knees. Yeonjun then speaks out, saying,

"Look what you did!"

"Sorry! I didn't know- "

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw Yeonjun's reaction. It doesn't mean if I can't move on means that I'm dying. This punk, Aigoo. I said my goodbyes to them as I walked past on my way to the convenience shop in the afternoon. I was seeking for strawberry milk to drink to relieve my sadness emotions, and when I found it, I was going to open it, but someone did it first. I closed my eyes to calm myself down since I was losing patience with this person. I'm shocked that we haven't seen each other in 6 months. Before I shatter her eardrums, I didn't say anything until it was my turn to get the strawberry milk.

"Jung Yerin?"

My heart skips a beat as I hear her voice calling out my name. I stared at her, pretended to be surprised that I hadn't seen her.

"O- oh? Sinb???"

"Yeah.. "

We awkwardly look each other in the eyes, so I change my attention away from her and look for some munchies. Should I ask about her boyfriend? I'd want to know how many months they were in.

"Uhm, How's your boyfriend?"

"Boyfriend?"

I gently return my gaze to hers, wondering if she is bothered by it. Yerin, you're a moron. I take a big breath before answering. Apologize Yerin -

"Yeah? You're boyfriend?"

How dare you not listen to me Yerin, WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY ASDFGHJKL. YOU'RE MAKING US MORE AWKWARD INNER YERIN.

"I don't have a boyfriend"

I  don't trust her! This occurs in Korean drama. Once the female says that, the lead character will naturally expect a lot of joy until the moment where he holds the girl's hands, which is when the new boyfriend enters the scene. No way! Keep asking, Yerin. Wait for it... the evidence!! I need to show her Instagram post. I discovered a photograph of her hands intertwining the hands of a man, and when I showed it to her, she chuckled.

"Idiot! That's just me"

What is she on about? She's clearly holding his hands in this photo.

"What do you mean?"

"Photoshop is the key"

So I'm hoping and overthinking for nothing in 6 months? Aigoo!

After 5 minutes, we both were uneasy again, so I held her hand and we paid for our food. I lead her into the open seat as we each discuss our own experiences; she appears different now than she was before. She's revealing a side of herself that I couldn't see before. She now appears to be in good health and attractiveness. Who was it that made her smile like that? I'm curious what that person did to her. Yerin, Yerin, Yerin!! She doesn't have a boyfriend, you moron!