you'll feel like expiring at this point
in fact you've been planning on it for
the past 16 years and you just keep forgetting
kids cling at your legs, like ants to corpses
of wasted food and decomposing bodies
you begin to resent them because
they remind you of how ugly you used
to be when you were a child
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