If I wrote the way I thought
I would have endless pages
Full
Of you
The way you smile
how you laugh
The freckles on your cheeks
Every little thing
If I wrote the way I thought
I would write about the way you screamed
When you saw me in your window
I can't help myself
Getting one more glimpse
Of your simile
Your laugh
Your cute little freckles
You
Please forgive me, my love
But you were screaming too loud
If I wrote the way I thought
I would write
about your blood
on my hands
The way your smile turned upside down
The way your mouth made no laugh
Only sounds of fear
How I could finally see all your freckles
On your pale skin
If I wrote the way I thought
I would write
Only of your limp body
Next to mine
