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I just. Feel sad
Yeah there's a specific thing that made me sad but. Whatever. Can't really talk about it-
So imma just write thoughts

 Can't really talk about it-So imma just write thoughts

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Losing that hope for the future I had
Well. I never really had it, I just lied to myself-
I know everyone's gonna leave me behind ngl
Even the ones that say they won't
Are they lying to themselves, too? Do they really think they'll stick around?

I wonder often what would happen if I died suddenly
I mean, I wouldn't cause it, but
I wonder

Recently listened to a song that voiced my feelings well
"Even if I'm not loved, the smile I gave you is good enough!"

I wanna know if I'll make it
Am i going to die alone? It
Seems pretty likely
And fitting

I kinda hope one of my brain goblins take over at some point
I mean, one is simped over, one is seen as baby, and the other could be better for everyone
I'm so tired
I just wanna sleep, but without the dreams
And without the guilt of leaving everyone behind
At least if a goblin takes over, everyone will have them to talk to
And they can hope that I'll come back
I mean. If they care
They might not

I just wanna board myself up in my room and sleep

Lately I've been feeling nostalgic
Apparently Into the Spiderverse came out 3 years ago, that movie is such a comfort..

Once i was called a Sunflower
I dunno why, what they said matched me with a Sunflower wasn't true...
I'm not sure what I am

He hates me

I wonder if I've always hallucinated
It'd explain that vivid memory of me flying when I was 4
It happened so many times

I wanna go to space and sleep on the moon
Just curl up and watch the stars when Im awake
Would anyone sit with me? Probably not

I wonder how my pals feel about me and see me
Do they see stuff wrong with me?

Bed thoughts

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